Brother Issues

Part 17

Paddy's pov:

I wasn't mad at Harry I just didn't want to talk about it. I just don't know what is going on but it's clear that I like her but she probably never like me back tho. It's just that the way I thought about her today makes me think so different about her. I never experienced love before but I think this is what it feels like? I don't know. That's the answer to everything. I don't know if I love y/n. I don't know what love even is. And I don't know is she likes me back.

"knock knock"
The only thing I know now is that there is someone at my door.

Tom: hey bro I saw you running upstairs I wanna ask if you are okay?

Again I don't know.

Paddy: I don't know

Tom: can I come in?

Paddy: yeah whatever

He came in with a frown on his face.

Tom: what is it?

Paddy: I don't know.

Tom: second time I heard you say that within one minute.

Paddy: because I don't know

Tom: has it something to do with that y/n girl?

Paddy: yes I think. Yes it has to do something with y/n.

Tom: well what is it is she only being your friend for the fame like I said?

Paddy: what no! It's just I don't know what I feel for her. Feelings are weird bro.

I was laying on my bed just staring at the ceiling. I have no idea what Tom's reaction was right now but I don't really care.

Tom: what do you mean? You like her?

Paddy: yes I think but the thing is I don't know if I like her or love her.

I now look at Tom who is frowning like the grinch. What is he thinking bout? And why doesn't he even just says hi to y/n when she's over?

Paddy: why are you looking like that?

Tom: I just don't really like her. I don't know why you would like her, I mean she is just a fan.

Paddy: she is not just a fan Tom she is a person and she thinks you are a good actor which you are and she is my friend because we are friends just like you and Zendaya. She is not MY friend because you are famous Tom. She is not like that

I was getting a little pissed but I was trying to keep calm because I know Tom and he would really snap hard when someone yells at him.

Tom scoffs and walks out.
I roll my eyes at him.
Harry then walks in.

Harry: hey man I never wanted to hurt you or so if I did I'm sorry I just joked around.

Paddy: I'm not hurt and not angry at you or something I just didn't want to talk about it because I really don't know how I feel.

Harry: I get you bro. Hey you know I'm here for you. We all are actually.

Paddy: well Tom isn't. He hasn't even talked to y/n and already hates her!

Harry frowns

Harry: what do you mean?

Paddy: Tom just said that he didn't like her when I told him about my feelings and I could see that he didn't just not like her he hates her.

I sigh and lay back on my bed

Harry: sorry man I'll try to talk to him but I don't think it will help since he is the oldest.

Paddy: thanks

And Harry closed the door.

I don't know why but tears just started rolling down my face. I wasn't sobbing. Just silently crying. Probably those feelings. I know it's very soon to decide if I love or like her but I do genuinely think I love her.
I don't know.
I think I just need sleep right now since it's already 11pm.

A/n:
Yeah this one isn't like that short but it is shorter than usually but whatever😌🙃.