Sanders Sides Ship Song-Fics

Rewrite The Stars (Loceit)

Song above if you want to listen to it
Yes, this is to make up for what I wrote last song-fic
WARNING: Mention of discrimination, mention of Hell and going to it

"Janus! Janus, wait."

Janus didn't look behind him, instead he kept on walking until he got to the tent. It was funny. The cirus, where he was exploited for looking like himself, was the only place he could be who he was.

You know I want you
It's not a secret I try to hide

"They're small-minded people, Janus."

Janus didn't look at Logan, focusing on the snake that had wound up his arm.

"I don't care about what they say, Janus. I want to be with you."

I know you want me

"I know that, Logan." Janus snapped. Then he sighed. "And I want that too. But it wouldn't work."

"Why not?" Logan asked, crossing his arms.

So don't keep sayin' our hands are tied
You claim it's not in the cards

"You're meant to be logical, aren't you? So think logically. Not only are we both men, there's this to worry about," Janus motioned to the intertwining scars on the side of his face, "and you're a person of a high status. And I'm me."

"So what? You really think anyone would care about any of that?" Logan laughed at the back of his throat. "Besides, I've been disowned. No one would care if we were together."

And fate is pullin' you miles away
And out of reach from me

"I would care, Lo. I would care because I would be putting you in danger." Janus carefully lifted the snake off his arm and put it back in its cage. "You're too far out of my reach, anyway." He mumbled.

But you're here in my heart
So who can stop me if I decide
That you're my destiny?

Logan took a careful step closer to Janus and, when it looked like Janus wouldn't run away again, another.

"I'm right here, Janus." Logan said softly. "And you're right here, too." He pointed at his heart. "So why should someone else decide what we do?"

What if we rewrite the stars?

"What if we changed fate? Changed the stars?" Janus looked at the taller boy worriedly.

"Logan, this doesn't sound like you. Are you okay?"

"I'm fine." Logan reached for Janus' hand but Janus hid his hands behind his back. Logan sighed slightly and took a step back.

Say you were made to be mine
Nothing could keep us apart

"We couldn't change the stars, Lo."

"We could try. What would keep us apart then?"

"Think clearly, Logan. No one's going to listen to two people who work at the circus, one of who's a freak."

"Don't call yourself that. You're not." Logan's voice was somehow fierce yet soft. "And I am thinking clearly. I don't think I've ever thought so clearly in my life."

You'd be the one I was meant to find
It's up to you, and it's up to me
No one can say what we get to be

"It's up to us, Janus." Logan tried to take Janus' hand again and this time Janus didn't pull away. Logan pressed a gentle kiss to Janus' knuckles. "It's up to us. We can decide who we get to be."

So why don't we rewrite the stars?
Maybe the world could be ours
Tonight

Janus looked down at the sawdust-covered floor, afraid that if he looked at Logan, he'd be taken in by the idea.