Bitten 3 (A One Direction Vampire Fanfic)

Chapter 28- Guilt

Song Of The Chapter: All I Want by Kodaline

Louis's POV

I knocked on Zayn's bedroom door. He's hasn't come out since Jas moved out, and that was three days ago. There wasn't an answer so I just walked in. There were three empty vodka bottles scattered around his room. The leather chair wad thrown across the room, on it's side. Zayn was sitting on the floor, leaning against the wall, a half empty vodka bottle in his left hand. I sighed and closed the door.

"This is so pathetic mate. Your pathetic!" I scolded, gesturing to the empty vodka bottles on the floor.

"Ssshut up!" he slurred. He was drunk off his ass!

"I love her too, Zayn! You aren't the only one who got hurt! You're acting like a child throwing a tantrum because he didn't get the toy he fucking wanted!" I raised my voice a bit.

"It wasn't y-your bestfffffriend that Jasmine kkissed!" he shot back. He raised the bottle to his lips, taking another sip.

"I know, lad." I sat down on the floor next to him.

"Why would she d-do this?" he asked, his voice cracking.

"I don't know. But we have to let her be happy." My heart dropped with ever word that left my lips. I wanted her to be happy, but I desperately wished I could make her happy. As much as I hated to admit it, I knew Jas and Zayn needed each other.

"My heart hurtsss, Lou."

"Mine too." I looked down at my hands, then to the vodka bottle Zayn was holding. "Can I have a drink?" He grabbed a bottle out from under his bed and tossed it to me. I popped open the bottle, taking a sip, wondering if things would ever go back to the way they used to be.

Carlos's POV

I knocked on Jacob's door. Ever since he woke up, he's been in a great amount of pain.

"Come in!" Jacob's voice was barely audible. I opened the door and walked in. He tried his best to give me a convincing smile but he failed miserably.

"You okay?" I asked, taking a seat in the chair next to his bed.

"Mentally or physically?"

"How about both?" I reasoned.

"I'm doing pretty shitty to be honest. I fucked everything up. It's my fault that Jas has to stay at Meg's house. It's my fault that my friendship with Zayn is almost nonexistent. It's all my fault. Everybody is mad at me and I don't blame them...I don't feel welcome anymore." he frowned.

"This is you're home too. This will all blow over. You just  have to give the lads some time. Especially Zayn, seeing his best friend and love of his life making out really hurt him." I told him the truth, which is what he needed to hear. "And if it helps at all, I'm not mad at you."

"Well you aren't madly in love with her like Zayn, Louis, Liam, Niall and Harry." Jacob sighed. 

"To be completely honest they're being a bit selfish. I understand them being hurt but they don't need to shun you ie try to kill you."

"What stopped Zayn from killing me after I hit the wall?" he questioned.

"You don't remember, do you?"

"No."

"Jasmine used her powers to out a protective dome around you." I informed him.

"Zayn didn't like that, did he?" pain was clear in his eyes.

"Not at all. I had to snap his neck before he did something to Jas he would regret."

"Do you think Jasmine would talk to me if I went over to Meg's house?" he asked.