Why'd you do it?

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Adora's POV

It's been a week sense the accident and Catra still hasn't came back and every time I try to go over there she either doesn't want to talk to me or me and Lonnie fight. Most nights I sleep in her bed crying and praying to myself that she would come back.

she wont forgive me unless she gives me the chance to talk to her . I sigh at the thought, I'm slump over the couch watching something called She-ra. The dorm is still a mess, the night I came home after getting punched by Lonnie I trashed the place and haven't had the energy to clean it.

I look at my phone and see 34 missed calls from glimmer and 57 from bow. I groan when another call from bow tries to come in.

I turn my phone off and start the shower. After waiting a little while I tug off my clothes frowning when I see the faded scratches Catra had left on my sides while we were making love the night of the accident.

I step in the shower flinching for only a split second when I felt the hot water hit my back but relaxing after a second when I got used to it.

I close my eyes and put my hands against the wall letting the water run on my back, I sigh deeply and touch my lips... I grow angry at the thought of anyone else's lips on mine except Catra's.

But then my mind starts to wander... would Catra break up with me? would she see someone else? w- would she leave me for someone else?

I growl and punch the wall over and over and over getting more angry after each punch until I felt blood trickle from my knuckles.

I clean my hand off under the water of the shower wincing in the process. I wash myself off and hop out the shower throwing a sports bra on with some boxers and sweatpants. I grab the med kit out from under the sink and wrap my hand up. I look in the mirror and sigh.

"Please come back Catra"

I walk out the bathroom and plop on the couch once again until the doorknob starts to move. I raise a brow knowing I locked the door but gasping when I realized the only other person with that has a key other than me is...

"Catra" I say to myself quietly

the door fully opened and sure enough it was my beautiful blue-yellow eyed girlfriend. I bite back the urge to cry.

She looks around for a second then says "Damn the place looks like shit" now I bite back the urge to laugh. She walks in closing the door behind her but freezes when her eyes connect with mine

"Hey.. Adora" she says with a sad tone

"Catra I-" she holds up a hand

"I came here to talk, I realized I should've let you justify and explain yourself before I had any ideas"

I nod and pat the set next to me as an attempt to ask her to sit. which she does and looks at me "Before you say anything I have to ask.." she looks down as her ears flatten. I nod giving her permission to ask.

"Are you cheating on me?" she asks with sad eyes.

I feel my heart break at the thought that she would even think that, I take her hands in mine "Catra... as long as I live and for as long as you are with me I will never see anyone else behind your back, I would never hurt you like that and its upsetting to hear you would even think that."

"Why'd you do it?" I could see the hurt in her eyes

"I know it seems bad but please let me explain"

after explaining and a lot of crying she forgave me and we cleaned up the dorm and watched TV and ate dinner together. we were cuddling on the couch watching a movie till I saw her face was full of anger like she had just remembered something

"Catra? whats wrong"

"I'm going to fucking kill that son of a bitch" she said getting off of me

"Who?"

"Hordak." she says plainly

"why?" I apologize feeling dumb

"Well for starters he kissed MY girlfriend"

"Oh.. yeah"

"And because... he's the reason my ex fiancé left me"

My eyes grow wide "y-you were engaged?"

She looks over at me "yeah I was"

"with who?" I say to invested to care about my jealousy

"Her name was... Huntara" she looks down

"She was my high school sweat heart and I thought I was hers, she asked me out freshmen year of high school and we were together for 5 years Hordak always had a crush on her and was always jealous of me. one day the year before I came here for collage I took her out for something to nice eat and then for a walk. When she wasn't looking I got on one knee and pull out an expense ring I had been working my ass off to buy for her and asker her my forever and always after getting consent from her parents of course. She said yes. I remember being so fucking happen in that moment. We had done so much planning for the wedding, but when the wedding day came... she didn't. A day later she broke it off with me and told me she was seeing someone else and when I asked who... she said hordak" She was in tears at this point so I pulled her into my embrace while she continued.

"After that I was so broken, I started going out, drinking, and hooking up with random girls at the bar" she sobbed into my chest as she finished.

well I know what I'm doing tomorrow... I'm gonna find everything out about this Bitch track her down and kill her.

I let her sob into my chest as she clutched onto my clothes as I was running my hand through her hair trying to calm her down.

by the time she was finished her eyes were red and puffy "Well if it makes anything better I'm glad she left you.. it gave me the chance to get to hold you like this, kiss you, and be there for you"

She chuckled as she looked up at me "It does" she weakly smiled

"I love you" I spoke faster then I could think, her red eyes went wide

"I- uh- s-sorry I-" she cut me off with a kiss on the lips which I gladly returned

she pulled back "I love you too" she stared into my eyes, I couldn't help but smile like a dork

Man I'm so in love with this woman...


*cries in gay* hello gays and they's I cried writing the ending part of this but wait till the next one...

FuCk yOu hordak -_-

anyways I hope you like this chapter :D

I'm going to sleep now

Stay safe out there and remember your worthy

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