Romie Adler's Musical Guide

Chapter 12: "I'm Not Your Girl" - LaLaine

Lyrics:

You want a girl who does what's right
The kind that's always there beside you
Someone who's quiet and polite
Likes staying home on every Friday night
Well, all the sound so cute and sweet
But that doesn't do a thing for me

I'm really not that boring
I'm headstrong and annoying
So I don't see me fitting in your world
I'm noise and I'm messy
Cause you would never get me
Hey, I think you're really hot
But i'M NOT YOUR GIRL

You're into good and that's too bad
So save your flowers and your poetry
You take a hint, I'll take a cab
You got to bed, I'll find a party
Typical is what you're after
Not some beautiful disaster

I'm really not that boring
I'm headstrong and annoying
So I don't see me fitting in your world
I'm noise and I'm messy
Cause you would never get me
Hey, I think you're really hot
But i'M NOT YOUR GIRL

That you've been looking for
Boy I'm not the girl next door
Be happy that I'm letting you off easy
Yeah
Oh Yeah

I'M NOT YOUR GIRL
(I'M NOT YOUR GIRL)
I'M NOT YOUR GIRL
(I'M NOT YOUR GIRL)
I'M NOT YOUR GIRL
(I'M NOT YOUR GIRL)
No
(I'M NOT YOUR GIRL)
No, no, no
I'm not
(I'M NOT YOUR GIRL)
Boy you need to see
I'M NOT YOUR GIRL

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       I am someone's girlfriend, I have a boyfriend, Me -- Romie Adler. I still can't get my head around that fact, or that someone is actually interested enough to make me theirs. I'm moody, impatient, and can be slightly misbehaved like someone who marches to their own drum at more times than I would like to be. Just like Marilyn Monroe -- rest in peace -- once said: "if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve at my best."

       I knew that keeping in touch when you can't be in the same place takes work, but Im willing to at least give it a shot. I've never had a long distance relationship or had to keep in touch with people, but now that I'm dating Zane who will be on the road with his band, and Charlie who will be moving to New York soon, I'm going to try as best I can. Zane makes me feel like I can actually be a good person because he's an amazing guy himself, even though I can't kiss him or hug him whenever I want, I don't want to lose him. Sometimes you just have to be a big girl, suck it up, and just deal with it.
       As for now, I'm savoring every moment I have left with him until next time -- whenever that will be. I have to catch a flight back to L.A. to get back to reality, in like an hour or so. I said my goodbye to everyone I met here in Canada back at the music video shoot, but right now I'm holding onto Zane's hand not wanting to say goodbye as he's driving me to the airport. I'm trying really hard not to be sad about having to saying to say goodbye until we knows when, I think Zane can tell because he took my hand and kissed the top of it to distract my thoughts. I love how he knows what to do at the right moment, it's a nice change from the guys that I'm used to.