Just Two Boys - Jaspar - boyxboy

Chapter 9 - Hope ?

Lol here's more jasapr and yay joe pov🎉 also #Caspargotbackin (thats the pic. if u dont know wtf im talking about go to caspar's twitter and snapchat)

-Joe POV-

I woke up to the sound of my phone.

Buzz

Buzz

Buzz

Over and over and over. I let out an exasperated sigh and grab my phone off of my side table.

I check the time. What the fuck is Caspar doing up at 7:45 in the morning!? He's always been such a late sleeper.

He only wakes this early when something's troubling him. And I intend to find out what it is.

I care about him! But not in THAT way... Ugh I'm so confused!

I slide to unlock my phone and read all the texts coming in. But it's rather hard because of all the new ones that keep popping up.

I scan over the texts to find out that Caspar has a secret. Secretly, I'd love to know everything about him. But I kind of already do.

Because we're roommates, we tell each other practically everything. So I figure it's something he'd already told me.

But then I read it.

Caspur lolz:
I like Joe.

I feel my stomach drop down to my feet.

Surely he meant it in a friend way! But then again, why would he be explicitly telling Zoë this?

I read on a Zoë texts back:

Zoë ew:
What... like in a lover kind of way?

I am shocked as he replies with a yes. My emotions hit me hard. I feel happy, sad, mad, shocked, confused, dazed, and loads of other emotions.

But I realize one. Happy? Am I really glad that Caspar has a crush on me?

It's that little part of my mind that I've been trying to shove away. That's the one that's causing me to feel like this.

I let them carry on their conversation a little farther, while I continue to sort out my emotions.

After a while the buzzing stops. I look down at my phone and see that they've ended their little chat.

I definitely don't want to pretend I didn't read those things. So I reply with

"Uh hi guys. You do realize this is a group chat??"

Zoë responds almost immediately with

"Caspar..."

And he texts back saying

"Pc"

Nothing happens for a few minutes. I assume Caspar and Zoë are texting each other. Then I get a text from Capsar privately.

Caspur lolz:
Im sry Joe I didn't mean it

I contemplate what to say back to him. Finally I come up with:

Me:
Lol caspar its ok like zo said its ok but i dont like u in the same way. ur my bff and lets leave it at that. no hard feelings?

I hear a faint noise coming from the other room. I can't tell the emotion, anger? Sadness?

A few seconds later my phone buzzes again

Caspur lolz:
No hard feelings

His lack of punctuation startles me. It makes me really nervous that I don't know how he's feeling.

-----A/N-----
Yay oky so yeah

Also on twitter/snapchat today I died omfgg I cant even believe #letcasparbackin got trending holy frick.

Anyway if for whatever reason u wanna talk to me on social media these are them

Twitter/instagram: beckzilla178

Snapchats: beckzillla

Dont rly use tumblr that much but its also beckzilla178

And vine is Becky D

Oky so yeah im rly bad at these tbh sry bye

Oh oh oh thx so much lilyxxxooo for giving me all the love over on her story so y'allers should def check out her story its amazing😍

Tbh i have lots of hw but dont feel like doing it

#snowpocalypse

Love you❤️

-Rebecca xxo