[ Matt ]
I woke up early the next day and besides I didn't really had a good sleep because of what happened last night. Now I am thinking what's the main reason why I came back here in the Philippines.
I need to think this so that I can easily decide what I'm gonna do regardless of what happened.
I felt really guilty, but I need to stand of what I've said to Arissa last night. Because if I will apologize to her and let's say she will accept it. I don't know what's gonna happen next.
Maybe I will really forget, why I'm here in the first place. Baka talagang madadala na ako sa nararamdaman ko ngayon. Kaya mas mabuti pang panindigan ko na talaga ang mga sinabi ko sa kanya kagabi.And one thing is for sure she will not talk to me anymore. Well that's better, anyway I'll get busy next week because my friend will coming here,so maybe at that time I will forget her. Hopefully!
Napagpasyahan ko nalang maligo at tsaka bumaba maaga nalang akong papasok sa office ngayon kahit na wala akong masyado ng gagawin. Hindi naman na rin ako makakatulog kaya mabuti pang libangin ko nalang sarili ko kesa siya nalang ang laman ng isip ko.
Maaga din palang papasok siguro si ate ngayon dahil naabutan ko na siyang umiinom ng kape sa kitchen.
"Oh good morning bro.. aga natin ah..come here..join me..tulog pa kasi ang kuya mo.. " bati ni Ate sa akin.
"Morning..yeah I will go early to the office too..I need to do some important things." pagsisinungaling ko sa kapatid ko,dahil ang totoo wala naman talaga akong gagawing importante sa office eh.
"Oh c'mon Matt..ilang milyon or bilyon?paba ang kailangan mo? You're verry hard working..May plano kapa atang talunin si Christian Grey ang bidang lalaki sa Fifty Shades of Grey na sobrang yaman." pabirong puna ni ate sa akin. Yeah tama siya for the past few years,wala akong ibang ginawa kundi pa.unlarin ang mga negosyo ko dito man o sa states. Kahit minsan busy ako sa mga babae ko doon. Mas priority ko pa rin ang mga businesses ko.
"No need sis..I think his bank account has 1 M more than mine. So he's richer than me for just 1 M..and I can easily get that money and you know that." pabiro kung sagot naman sa kapatid ko. Kung nagtataka kayo kung bakit kilala ko rin yang Christian Grey na yan. Kasi nabasa ko rin yang librong yan The Fifty Shades Trilogy. Wala akong interest diyan noong una peru ng nalaman kung may makukuha kang mga tips about Hard S*x kaya doon na ako nagka.interest na basahin yang librong yan. Kaya nabasa ko lahat ang tatlong libro.
" Yeah I know bro..but hopefully same as Christian Grey you can find your own Anastasha Steel too soon.." heto na naman kami kahit anong topic masisingit pa rin yang mga ganyang bagay.Seriously? Pinoproblema ba talaga nila na pagkatapos ng nangyari noon hindi pa ulit ako nagkaroon ng seryusong relasyon hanggang ngayon. Hindi naman ako nagmamadali ah.
"Oh sis,stop the topic please..Dont worry that will happen in the right time. But not now please..It's just that Im not ready yet for that thing." sabi ko sa kapatid ko. Totoo naman talaga hanggang hindi ko pa talaga nahahanap ang sarili ko,ayaw ko muna sa mga ganyang bagay.
"You can't blame me Matt. I just want you to be HAPPY..I want too see your smile again like before.I want you to be really happy and forget the past." senteminto ng kapatid ko. Ganito talaga mauuwi pag ganitong topic. But I really understand my sister. She's the one who witnessed How happy I am before with her bestfriend. Kaya ganun nalang din ang lungkot niya sa mga nangyari,but well that was before. Now Im contented with my life,I think.
"Oh I'm happy with my life now..I have you and kuya,my nieces,mom and dad,my friends..So dont worry okay? So please continue your breakfast and stop the non-sense topic." sabi ko sa kapatid ko.
