Love In New York (Sequel Forgive me, Help me, Be with me) {Completed}

Chapter 2

-Fran pov-
I haven't had a day to just sit and talk with Emma yet. We've been busy with our jobs. Well I've been busy applying. Not many places like people who've been in a looney bin.

I sigh and look at my wonderful girlfriend. She's so good with the babies. I wonder if she wants a family? I think she'd be an amazing mom!

I can just imagine it now! She's playing with the babies and I come home. I take off my work stuff and they run to me. Oh the love that I'd feel!

But that's just a dream. Just a dream. I get up and walk over to the piano. I push the keys and start to play.

-Fran singing-
Oh life, it's bigger
It's bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no, I've said too much
I set it up

I think about everything that's lead to here. We've not been on a lot of dates. Hell I'm always the one that says I love you first.

That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no, I've said too much
I haven't said enough

I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

The last date was paid by me...I think I've paid for all of them truthfully.

Every whisper
Of every waking hour
I'm choosing my confessions
Trying to keep an eye on you
Like a hurt, lost and blinded fool, fool
Oh no, I've said too much
I set it up

Consider this
Consider this, the hint of the century
Consider this, the slip
That brought me to my knees, failed
What if all these fantasies come
Flailing around
Now I've said too much

She does truthfully love me right? I'm not just seeing things and hoping...she loves me.

I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

But that was just a dream
That was just a dream

Then why can't she just say it first? Why am I always the one that's says it first?! Why am I the only one who feels the pain?! Why is it always me?!

That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no, I've said too much
I haven't said enough

I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

I just want love Damnit! Everyone else has it but me!

But that was just a dream
Try, cry, why try
That was just a dream
Just a dream
Just a dream, dream

I finish by hitting the final keys. My breathing is heavy and I'm looking at the piano. I feel eyes on me and turn. Everyone is in the room now.

"I think I'm gonna go with the babies" Rachel grabs Amelia "Why don't you grab the twins loves?"

My sister and Santana follow and grab the twins. Now it's the grands, the moms, and Emma. I look at Emma and see confusion on her face. Everyone has confusion on their faces.

"The songs explanatory" I stand up and start to walk away "I need air

"You need to sit and talk" Mom grabs my wrist "Now"