Love In New York (Sequel Forgive me, Help me, Be with me) {Completed}

Chapter 32

-Shelby pov-
Today is Rachel's first day as my helper. It has definitely been something else. She's helped me get the decorations in...kinda. We had to send someone out to get a new tree.

She thought she could carry it in herself. I've never seen so many broken pieces before. She started crying but that also caused the babies to cry. They only stopped a little bit ago.

Rachel has been focusing on them since. It's momenta like this I realize things. I still don't understand what I need to do. I feel like a failure of a mom.

"Rach?" I get worried when she keeps looking at the ground while the girls play "Rach?"

"The auditorium" Rachel looks up at I see the tears in her eyes "I've tried to forget and forgive but small things...they just keep reappearing in my head..so much has happened in that auditorium"

"What do you mean?" I go to touch her but she moves "Rach?"

"Our song" Rachel shakes her head as tears fall "Quinn telling me that I live in a fantasy...that I would never get it right...those words live in my head everyday! I try to forget them but I can't! They are just...just stuck on repeat!"

"So bad time to come in" We both look and see Lucy in the doorway "Rachel..why did you not talk to me about this?"

Rachel sighs and is soon standing beside me "I couldn't" She picks up Juniper and the diaper bag "I gotta go change her"

"You can't just walk out of this!" Rachel starts walking to the other door "Rachel! Berry! Get back here with our daughter Berry!"

"I'm going to change my daughter Quinn" My eyes go wide and everyone stops moving "What just happened?"

"Alright" I point to the chairs "You two is there while I will go change Juniper and get Santana in here white some back up"

The girls nod and slowly make their way toward the seats. That was very odd honestly. Is that how they used to be? What the hell just happened?!

I hope it's been good for Santana.

-Santana pov-
"You can't keep being mad about that!" Holly glares at me "It was a kid being a dick! He deserved to get pointed out about him being a dick! I was just telling the truth!"

"You don't even know if he has a small dick!" I roll my eyes and Holly shakes her head "What is going on with you today?! You are traumatizing my students!"

"This is how Santana used to be" We both look over at Brittany who doesn't look happy "We are going to go find the other two"

"Why should I go see Barbie and ma" I stop myself and stand up from my seat "Take me to my fiancés"

Brittany grabs my hand and leads me out of the room. What the hell was that about? I haven't called Lucy Barbie in forever. I haven't even thought about caring Rachel Manhands in just as long.

"There you are" I look confused at Shelby who has the diaper bag and Juniper "Your fiancés are alone and possibly arguing"

"This needs figured out" I turn to Brittany "Go get help and I'll go talk to them"

"Are you sure?" I nod and Brittany let's go of my hand "Good luck"

I give a small smile and then start running. I stop and walk when being pregnant kicks in. I really should do some pregnancy exercises. I finally reach the room after a few minutes.

"Look I understand ok?!" I step inside and see Lucy in tears while Rachel is standing "I got drunk and pregnant ok?! You didn't have to stick around! You had a chance to go away! You didn't have to even come back here! Everything is your choice Lucy! But Damnit you will not make those babies life's miserable because you feel miserable!"

"It's not about them Damnit!" Lucy is soon up "It's about the fact that you are still such a egotistical, narcissistic that can't remove her head from her ass! We went to New York for you! We came back here for you! Glee club revolved around you! EVERYTHING HAS ALWAYS HAD TO REVOLVE AROUND YOU! When do I get a time to shine huh? By being pregnant? Is this what it fucking takes to finally be something?!"

"Let's settle down ok?" I slowly make my way towards them "We don't wanna say anything we will regret"

"Fuck you Santana" Lucy shakes her head and starts walking to the door "I'm getting out of here"

"That's it run away!" Don't do it Rachel "Run away like you did from Beth!"

Silence falls upon the room "You wanna know why I didn't keep Beth?" Lucy turns toward us "It wasn't because I was scared or not ready..it was because the girl I wanted was with a boy and I knew she'd never want a family with me"

"But you got the family Lucy!" She looks away from me "Lucy, we have three daughters that love us! Don't leave them and us"

"I'm sorry" Rachel falls to her knees "I'm sorry I always hogged the spotlight, I'm sorry for what I have said in the past, I am sorry for being so narcissistic, I am sorry for being a teen mom, I am sorry for not being good enough, I am sorry for not knowing when to shut up, I am sorry for breathing and existing, just please! Please don't leave...we need you...I need you"

"Everything got sped together on us" Lucy and I share eye contact again "We never had a chance to slow down until coming back here"

"Coming back brought back a lot of baggage" Lucy sighs and shakes her head "What are we doing?"

"Please don't go" We both look at Rachel who's in a fetal position on the ground now "Please...please don't leave me"

"We aren't leaving you baby" I get down the best I can and look at Lucy "Right?"

Lucy stands there looking at us "I waited so long to get this life with you Rachel" Lucy slowly makes her way over to us "I'm not going anywhere"

She slowly gets down to us and we pull Rachel into us. The babies start crawling toward us and we let them join. I guess Shelby is outside cause juniper is here too. I love these girls so much.

"Let's get off this floor and get home" They nod and we slowly get up as the glee club comes in "Hey kids"

"We were about to decorate the club" Blaine gives a small smile "You girls wanna stay and help?"

"Yeah" I look at my fiancés and smile "I think we could handle that

"We got the tree too" Shelby and Judy bring in a tree "Let's get to fixing up this room huh?"

Everyone moves to start putting up decorations while Judy sits at the piano. She starts pressing keys and everyone hums.

-Group singing-

Come, they told me (pa-rum-pa-pum-pum)
A newborn king to see (pa-rum-pa-pum-pum)
Our finest gifts we bring (pa-rum-pa-pum-pum)
To lay before the king (pa-rum-pa-pum-pum)
(Rum-pa-pum-pum)
(Rum-pa-pum-pum)
So, to honor Him (pa-rum-pa-pum-pum)
When we come

Baby Jesu (pa-rum-pa-pum-pum)
I am a poor boy too (pa-rum-pa-pum-pum)
I have no gifts to bring (pa-rum-pa-pum-pum)
That's fit to give a king (pa-rum-pa-pum-pum)
(Rum-pa-pum-pum)
(Rum-pa-pum-pum)
Shall I play for you (pa-rum-pa-pum-pum)
On my drum?

Mary nodded (pa-rum-pa-pum-pum)
The ox and lass kept time (pa-rum-pa-pum-pum)
I played my drum for Him (pa-rum-pa-pum-pum)
I played my best for Him (pa-rum-pa-pum-pum)
(Rum-pa-pum-pum)
(Rum-pa-pum-pum)
Then, He smiled at me (pa-rum-pa-pum-pum)
Me and my drum
Me and my drum

I smile as I see everyone happily putting things up. I look to see Rachel and Lucy together with our kids. I put a hand on my stomach and feel relief. Things are going to go up.

Life is going to be just fine.