Why

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Its day five,

It's so odd how you try to push me so many times, but you still managed to come back to me and telling me things that make my heart beat and make me love you again. No matter how many times I try and say I hate you, I can't seem to actually hate you. I think it's because I love you too much to let you go. I really wonder if you would do the same.

"Good Morning." I say in my husky voice. You fluttered your eyes open and flashed me a heart warming smile that literally made my heart race faster that it felt like my heart would jump out of my cage. "You look beautiful."

"Thanks." You blushed. Your morning voice is just - ARGHHH! You continue to lay your head on my chest, as you looked up at me to flash me a toothy smile. "Your heart...I can hear it." You pressed your ear on my chest, listening intently as you try to copy the sound that my heart made.

"Sehun, Luhan hyung we need to pack up our stuff!" Kai shouted on the other side of the door, trying to turn the knob. "What are you guys doing?! Open the door, I need to pack up too, you know." Kai really knows how to ruin someone's mood. I actually liked our position, but if it weren't for Kai we would be still on the bed cuddling. "I swear, you guys- wait you guys sleeping?!" Kai laughed.

"Ya! Jongin shut up! We're changing." I lied, getting off the bed. "I'll get you when I get out."

"I'm joking, geez." Kai laughed. "Just hurry up, we're leaving in an hour."

You placed a hand on your chest and heaved a relieving sigh, as Kai's footsteps decreased, and so did I. We smiled at each other, and exchanged kisses before you leave the room. After that, I could still feel the touch of your lips on mine as I couldn't stop touching the my lips where yours been.

Why can't we be like this everyday.

Why can't we stay like this.

Why can't we?

When it got dark both of us silently sneaked out of the room, while we gathered pillows and blankets to take to the rooftop because you and I decided to watch the starry sky. We lay one blanket on the floor while we used the second one to cover ourselves. Even though the night was a little chilly we didn't mind it at all.

"There are so many stars." You smiled, talking a glance at me. I nodded. "How many do you think are there?" I just stared at you, unable to reply to your question. You looked at me confused pressing you lips into a thin line as you raised one eye brow. "Sehun?"

"Huh?" I uttered, going back to reality.

"How many stars do you think are there." You repeated. I looked up in the sky, in attempt on counting them. But, counting the stars would be impossible since there are trillions out there.

"Trillions...?" I replied, unsure. You nodded resting you head on my chest just like this morning. To be honest, being with you feels like that my life is a little bit better than the feeling of being famous and being loved by millions of girls who I also love truly. However, this feeling right now can't be compared with the feeling when I'm on stage. Your presence seems to make me brighter and happier, and I'm not sure if that's just the effect of love.

"Yeah, trillions." You said in a hushed tone. "I've always wanted to see the stars up close, but they're too far away." You pouted, sticking out your lower lip. I smiled.

"I'll get one for you." I proposed.

"Impossible."

"Nothing is impossible, unless you word hard for it." I smiled as I played with your hair. Under the blankets we entwined our hands as you pulled the blanket up to your chin since it began to feel chilly. I hugged you tighter while I rubbed my free hand on your arm to reduce the cold entering your body, and that's when you began to sniff. I knew that you would catch a cold. "Wait, I need to remove something." You sat up crossing your legs, watching me remove my jumper. You looked confused, tilting your head to the right like a cute puppy. That made me smile because of how you you were. I placed the jumper over your head and guided you through it, even though it was a little big for you, you didn't mind at all. To my surprise, instead of a thank you, I received a peck on the cheek that made my cheek flushed. We returned to your position and continued to watch the stars from above. You lay your head on my chest once again, placing your hand on the side of my body. I watched the stars while I blindly played with you hair.

"Luhan?"

"Hmm?" You hummed.

"What are we?" You lay there, probably unable to process what I've just said. I know we're in a relationship, but I just wanted to make sure because we never really asked each other. So, I wanted to clarify if we were.

"Lovers."

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