30 Days | hunhan { SLOW UPDATE}

Still In Love?

Its day ten,

Sehun's POV:

Another day has passed and nothing has changed, everything was pretty much the same as list night. Boring and tasteless. All I did was stare at the ceiling hoping for someone to arrive besides the nurses who comes and goes only to check up on me; I felt so alone, even inside... Even though our fans visited me, but they were only allowed outside the hospital; they can't physically tell me 'get well soon' and give me their gifts. It was so depressing to know that. I got nothing to think about except for the pain I am feeling. It's getting boring and there's nothing to do, but to mope and kick the covers off my bed, shouting 'I hate my life'.

"Knock, knock...Mr Oh are you awake? Your breakfast is here." I hear an unfamiliar voice. A male nurse walked in pushing a creme coloured cart inside my room, along with a backpack. I sat straight before giving him a quick smile. "Hello, Sir."

"Oh hello, you can call me Sehun instead of Mr Oh."

"Okay, Sehun." He says, moving the overbed table towards me. "This is not much, but it's delicious." I clapped my hands as he placed the cling wrapped bowls and plate; It was pork belly, kimchi and rice. You suddenly appeared in my mind, why is that?

"I prepared food. We only have pork belly, kimchi and rice."

Oh...that's when you asked me to go to the grocery store with you. *Thump...thump..thump..* I pressed my hand against my chest feeling the beat of my heart, thinking about that time when I held on to your hand as we walked passed our fans; You have no idea how much I loved that...who am I kidding, of course you don't. *thump...thump...thump..* The way those deer-like eyes stared at me, and the way those lips moved when you talked to me, and those fingers trailed down my cheek when I cry, wiping them dry.

"AISH! GET OUT OF MY HEAD!" I shouted in frustration, as my memories with you floods back while I try to forget about you.

"Oh wah!" My nurse shouted, jumping in shock. "Sehun, are you okay? You scared me there?" I nodded, as I buried my own hands on my head in frustration.

"It's...it's just that this person keeps popping up in my head, while I'm trying to forget about them. It's frustrating me."

He just looks at me dumbfounded, and laughs afterwards. "Sehun, you're still in love with that person. There's no escape when your still in love with them."

I can't be in love with you still...I can't be.

The way those deer-like eyes stared at me, the way those lips moved when you talked to me, the way those fingers trailed down my cheek when I cry, wiping them dry, and the he way you kissed me with those pink lips of yours...NO NO NO NO!!

I am still in love with you aren't I...

Yes.

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I stood up from my bed and looked out the open window taking in the beautiful night sky. I remembers the time when we went to the roof watching the starry sky. Do you still remember that? Maybe you don't... I glanced down the window and saw a person (as the front of the hospital was bright enough for me to see) looking up at me holding up some kind of box. The person waved frantically at me. I got creeped out so I took a step back, but I was so intrigued that I looked down the window again to see if the person is there, no one was there .

"That was weird...but, whoever that was can't be waving at me right?" I asked myself, scratching the nape of my neck as I sat back to my bed. "Who was that? It seems like a guy to me though," I shook my head, "could it be?...No, no, NO!"

'Luhan' says my head. 'It's Luhan, he's going to visit you because he loves you.'

"Don't lie to me head, we're together in this madness, and you...you are supposed to be on my side. Don't try and choose that, I don't like it." I told myself, poking my temple.

*knock...knock...knock..*

My attention quickly went to the door as soon as I heard the sound of knocking. The knob slowly turned opening the door, then the person I assume that I saw earlier appeared in front of me with the boxes they were carrying appeared from behind, showing them to me with a smile.

"Why are you here?" I spoke, flustered.

"I'm here to visit you, of course...why is that bad?"

"No, it's just that...I'm shocked." I replied trying to hide me happiness.

"You're not happy to see me?"

"N-no, I-I am happy," I stammered, "Very happy."

It's been a long time since we talked, I guess.

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Who do you think it is??
Luhan perhaps? or other members, or maybe an old friend?
Thank you for those who reads, votes, comments and supports this fanfic!
I love you all!
-Dani

Ps. I have exams coming up soon, so it might take some time for me to update.
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