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Its day four,

We are one..

That's our group motto..well, was, and without one - soon will be two, there is no 'one' in that motto...it's now just a bunch of bull that they made us say, simply implying that we are one even without the two members of the family.

We are NOT one.

Nor we'll be.

I sat across you, stirring my hot chocolate carelessly, watching the liquid spill on the wooden table, as our leader begin to scold me for spilling the drink. I didn't listen to him though, as I knew his words wouldn't affect me, just like the other days that I don't listen to any of the hyungs except for you. Even though I am a stubborn and some days a rude child, inside I am still a caring and thoughtful person just like you. I wouldn't give you up even if I had to.

"Sehun, stop stirring your drink like that!" Suho hyung shouted, wiping the liquid off the table. "You are being careless."

"Whatever." I mumbled, heading towards my room. I heard Suho hyung shouts for my name as I rudely ignore his calls, even though I knew I will get a serious talking to later on. I don't care now whether all the hyungs scold me for my behaviour, I don't care now. I lay on my bed staring at the ceiling, thinking of nothing but the things that will tear me apart when he's gone. On thing for sure is that I will go crazy, and miss him like a lunatic. I will be like one of those second lead guys in dramas who will cry their hearts out, missing their love and ended up finding them with the lead man. No happy endings. What a sad life.

"Don't leave me..." I burst out crying, into a foetus position. "Please don't leave me."

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I spent countless of hours on my bed crying under the sheets. I knew this relationship wouldn't last forever as we planned. I feel like an idiot for crying and doing nothing but sulk instead of convincing him to stay beside us, beside me.
But, there was no point to it, he already made up his mind.

"Sehun?" I lifted up the sheets, only seeing a pair of legs standing beside my bed. "Listen..."

"Go away, I don't want you here." I regretted that.

"I want to be with you." I knew it was you.

"Stop playing with my feelings, if you are leaving then leave."

"Do you really want me to leave?" You questioned me, I shook my head under the sheets. Another tear escaped.

"No." I managed to reply.

"Stop being careless and let me stay here for today." You say. "I convinced Jongin to sleep on my bed for today. I figure out he'd want to talk to Kyungsoo anyway." I sat up, wiping the tears off my eyes. You noticed, leaning in to hug me, whispering.

"I'm sorry."

You locked the door, as I scooted over to the other side of the bed, so you could lay beside me. We face each other, watching and simply enjoying each other's company without any disturbance. You pressed your lips into a thin line as you closed your eyes. I knew that you were forcing yourself not to cry...

And I loved you even more.

I caressed your cheek as you fell asleep on my arm. I smiled a lot and you don't know that. My heart felt like it was going to burst because of how many mixtures of emotions I am feeling. I may be careless in a lot of times, but my feelings towards you aren't incorrect. I know you are made for me, just like I am made for you.

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