30 Days | hunhan { SLOW UPDATE}

Runaway

Its day seven,

After what happened yesterday, I didn't try and confront you or even say sorry to you, hyung, for what I've said at the live radio show. I know it was wrong, and my stupidity already caused chaos to both the company and the fandom. I just wanted you to stay. I thought that asking you that question live might change your mind. It ended up pressuring and hurting you.

"Hyung?" I knocked on your door, I could hear you grumble on the other side. "Hyung, listen. I'm sorry,, okay, I just want you to stay."

"STOP BEING SELFISH, SEHUN!" You opened the door, and the hyung I saw was filled with anger. "THEY RELEASED THEIR STATEMENT WITHOUT MY KNOWLEDGE!"

"Hyung, I was just-I was just-" I tried to find the words, but none came. All I knew was your hand came colliding on my cheek, slapping me. "H-Hyung..." Tears blurred my vision, my mouth dried up forcing me to swallow my guilt along with my saliva. "I-"

"GET OUT OF MY SIGHT!" You yelled on top of your lungs.

The chinese media released your story. Some fans assumed that the story was just another rumour - thinking that I was joking when I asked you that question yesterday, which separated the fandom into two. Some believed that I wasn't joking and some believed that it was a joke that I made. Truthfully, It could turn into either a lie or a truth, and only you could choose which one is the correct answer. However, today, the company stated that you are not leaving. They want you to stay, as much as I do.

That's why you're angry because you want to go, but they want you here working alongside all of us.

You hate us that much, is that it?

Or is it because of me? But, you love me still, right?

"ARGHH!" I shouted throwing the nearest item. It was a vase. I stared at it for a second before realising that the vase was given to me by my mother as a decor for our dorm. I hated myself for a second, but there was no point hating myself. "Aish!" I bent down to pick the broken piece up, and I ended up hurting myself. "Why does this happen to me?!"

First, you told that you love me, second you told me that you're leaving, third you told me that we're lovers, fourth you told me that I'm selfish.

And fifith...I might be selfish, but you're cruel.

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"Next time be careful." Kyungsoo hyung spoke, placing a bandaid over my index finger where the piece of the broken vase had made a cut. "Sehun, are you okay? You don't look so good."

"I'm okay, hyung. I just want to be alone, mind if I go out for a while?" I ask, looking at the clock - 5:55 pm

"Y-yeah, sure. But, be back before seven." I nodded, before heading out.

"What are we?"

"Lovers."

Yeah, you said we're lovers. That's a lie too, right?

Tell me that it isn't.

I want to know, that you really love me. But, the question is...will you live up to your promises?

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D.O.'s POV:

When I got home the first thing I saw was Sehun bleeding and the vase on the floor broken. Luckly, the other members wasn't home that time, and if they were Sehun would've got a serious talking to. What he had done is unacceptable and quite irresponsible. But, for some reason I could feel his sadness. I know that they're together, as in, in a relationship. I saw them that nigh - when they were at the rooftop, stargazing. I know that our maknae loved Luhan so much. I've never seen so much love in his eyes when they first met. It was like one of those cliché events - love at first sight kind of things.

"I can't believe I fell asleep. What time is it?" I ask myself, yawning.

"We're home!" I could hear Chanyeol's booming voice. Here comes headache, and food

"Great, you're home." I mumble, heading to the kitchen. Chanyeol followed behind me as he carried the grocery bags. "Help me." Chanyeol nodded with a smile, while the remaining members turned on the TV to relax for a while.

"SEHUN!" Tao yells, for the youngest member.

"He's not home." I shouted.

"What? But, It's already eight."

"WHAT?! We have to find him, he's not in a good condition right now." He didn't listen to me, just like what he always do. He never listen to his hyung's, well except for Luhan. I know what he's capable of. I'm more of an observer than a speaker. "Call him now, you know how dark it is outside. He's bad at directions too. Guys, you better find him." I never talked this much before.

"Do you know where he went?" Suho hyung asks, I shook my head in response. "Chanyeol, stay here with Kyungsoo. Baek, Tao, Xiumin hyung, Chen and I will look for Sehun. Kai keep calling him, and stay with them." I watched the five members leave the dorm, as Kai continues to call Sehun.

Please be safe.

When Sehun is extremely upset, he has a tendency to pick a fight with someone. He is also horrible at directions, and extremely stubborn.

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Sehun...tsk...tsk..
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