30 Days | hunhan { SLOW UPDATE}

Tears

Sehun's POV:

"What happened to Luhan?" They looked at me, eyes widened. Their eyes are filled with worries. The way they looked at each other then to me made me scared.

"Oh...t-that-" Chen hyung looked at me apologetically as he rubbed the nape of his neck.

"Is something you cannot know." Suho hyung interjected, stopping Chen. I looked at him, anger in my eyes.

"I have the right to know." I yelled, pointing to myself. "I have the right."

"Sehun--"

"NO! JUST TELL ME! Please tell me." There's no doubt something bad happened to him. I felt my stomach twist as Kai ran to the entrance, panting. The words he spoke froze me and tears began to overflow. "W-what."

I sprinted to the hospital completely dazed over the fact that Luhan might die. Nurses tried to calm me down as I rushed to the entrance shouting out Luhan's name. I tried to push and pull them away from me, but I caused too much commotion and have been brought out by the security. They brought someone to me as soon as I calmed down. The male nurse that brought me food while I stayed at the hospital greeted me, and led me inside. "I don't know much about his condition right now. But, when he was brought here everyone was in shock. We didn't even know that he would do something like this to himself."

Luhan why are you trying to kill yourself?

How could you try and leave me?

You're being selfish again.

D.O's POV:

I sat beside Luhan hyung's bed watching over him, making sure that everything is fine. His heart monitor beeped in a normally. I traced my two fingers over his bandaged wrist.

I never knew he's do something stupid.

"Why would you do this, hyung? Why are you trying to kill yourself?" I sighed. But, its a bit odd that he'd do something like this to himself. He loves himself very much as well as Sehun.

Then why?

That's when it hit me.

When this gets out, stories will start. People will likely blame the entertainment for trying to kill Luhan. This will be the head of the news.

"Was this your plan? Killing yourself so that entertainment will get the blame?" I was hoping for a reply, but of course it didn't came.

But this is not good enough. They know how to get away with it, just like the previous stories. They will do anything just to save the name of the entertainment.

"Hyung?" I turned around and met with Sehun's glossy eyes. They were glossed with tears. I stood up and walked towards him.

"Sehun."

I still haven't told you what I did.

I'm sorry.

"L-Luhan..." Sehun began to cry as he glanced over to his love lying on the bed with monitors all round him. "Why did you do this to yourself? Are you crazy?!" I hugged him and let him cry on my shoulder. I couldn't say anything to him, any words to comfort him. All I could do was gently tap his back.

It took a while for Sehun to stop crying. I offered him to walk and leave Luhan's room for a while, and he didn't refuse, which was surprising. I held Sehun's hand throughout the walk. He didn't let go. I guess he was too tired to think about letting go.

"Let's go back." I broke the silence. He looked at me and cracked a smile.

"Thank you."

"What for?" I asked.

"For this."  He says, lifting up our entwined hands.

"We shouldn't be doing this anyway. I'm not Luhan." I said, taking my hand back.

"I know that. Its just that your hand is the same as Luhan's."

"Why don't you hold Luhan's instead?"

"I can't...I can't bear seeing him in that state. I think its better for me not to see him like that." He sighed, rubbing his eyes. He was tired. "I can't see him without breaking into tears. It hurts too much." I looked away from him as I started to feel my eye sight being blurred with tears. I also took part of this plot of pulling them apart. Actually, I was the whole reason why this happened.

I should tell him what I've done.

"Hyung." Sehun made me look at him. His eyes shined as he stared. All I could see was longing for love. He leaned closer to me as I continued to blink processing the whole thing.

"Sehun?" Sehun stopped, looking behind me and I did too. Kai stood there in shock. "What are you trying to do to him?" Kai pulled me away from Sehun. "This is not Luhan hyung."

Sehun looked at me in shock. "Kyungsoo hyung, I'm so sorry. I-I thou--"

"It's okay. Your brain is playing tricks on you. Its fine." I say. Sehun tried to approach me, but Kai took a step in front of me and resisted Sehun from touching me. "Kai, let's just go." I tugged on Kai's shirt, he nodded "We're going now Sehun. Go back home, okay?"

"I'm sorry, hyung." Sehun apologised again, before we left the scene.

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I finally updated. I'm sorry it took this long.
-Dani