30 Days | hunhan { SLOW UPDATE}

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Its day nine,

Sehun's POV:

I woke up on my Hospital bed, everything around me were colour white - it was blinding. I could hear people arguing, but I don't quite understand what they were arguing about. However, I could tell that it was serious. I tried to get off my bed, but my body ached so much that I felt like crying. "Hello?" I spoke, my voice was hoarse. "Nurse..?" I spoke louder. Then, all of a sudden you and Kyungsoo hyung entered my room with a worried expression. My eyes landed on you, but I averted them to Kyungsoo hyung.

"Are you okay, Sehun?" Kyungsoo hyung asked, placing a hand on my forehead, checking if I was okay. I nodded, assuring him that I was okay. "Thank goodness." He looked down at me smiling - his smile was sincere.

You looked at me while I tried my best to ignore your stares. I don't want to look at you for now. I want to decrease my feelings for you now. And I am still angered by the words you had said to me. If you don't want to see me, then why are you here? You hate me and my guts.

"Sehun are yo-" you began, burning cut you off.

"I don't want to see you, Luhan hyung." I interrupted, turning my body opposite you. "I want to rest."

"O-oh...okay then, see you later." You spoke lightly.

"No, I really don't want to see you. Just like you want me to stay out of your sight." I added, I heared you let out a small gasp. "Please close the door when you go out." I closed my eyes again, finally hearing the sound of the door opening and closing. As I opened them again I noticed a small white envelope with my name on written on the front of it and at the bottom right corner the two letters 'LH' was written - I knew it was you who left it. I decided not to read it...I don't want to read anymore heart wrenching words from you.

I am done.

I stared at my left where the IV pole stood, and behind that I saw a duffle bag with a lunch box container on top of it. I tried to get off my bed but I failed, so I just stayed there for the mean time. All of a sudden a female nurse walked in with her clip board on her hand. She looked beautiful, and for a plus, a perfectly proportioned body. She gave me a warm smile, the kind of smile you always give me. "How are we, Mr Oh?" She asked examining the IV bag.

"I-" I gave out a hearty coughed. "I'm okay." She pressed her lips in to a thin line.

"You don't sound good to me, Mr Oh." She replied, walking over in front of my bed then clipping the clip board on front of it. "I'll just grab a glass of water."

'She seems nice.' I thought. My eyes watched the door, waiting for her to return.

"May I call you Sehun, Mr Oh?" She asks as soon as she returned with the water. I nodded in reply with a smile. She is indeed beautiful and kind, but I have no interest in her. "Sehun, I am quite intrigued with the story that you have told Doctor Im. I am twenty four, and probably two or more years older than you. But, I quite understand the situation you are going through."

"No, you don't understand." I replied.

"You see..." She trailed, lifting her shirt up.

"W-what are you doing?!" I whisper-shouted.

"I have been in that phase before, and I got myself into a big trouble." She lifted her shirt just under her breast and it revealed a scar, it seems like the scar was only two or three cm long. "I was drunk one night, a few years back, and tried to suppress my sadness through drinking after catching my boyfriend sleeping with another woman. I got so drunk that I started a fight with a gang...one of them stabbed me with this shard of - that seems like a glass. They pulled the shard out of me. Which caused me to lose lots of blood."

"It's a good thing you're alive, right?" I said

"Yes, but my boyfriend passed away."

"Did he commit-?"

"Yes,  before he passed. He gave me his blood."

All I could do was look at her in sympathy and say sorry. My actions could lead us in that situation too...and who knows it might.

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D.O.'s POV:

As manager hyung drove us back to the dorm, Luhan hyung couldnt help but fidget with his fingers throughout the car ride - biting them and cracking his knuckles. To be honest I didn't really care about it, but the way he stared out the window made me want to slap him across the face, and tell him if he didn't treat Sehun like that nothing would've happened. We arrived back to the dorm to find Jongin sleeping on the floor shirtless. I quickly went to his room to grab his blanket and covering him with it. He looked so peaceful.

I walked towards the kitchen slowly, only to find Luhan hyung crying silently with his head buried on his legs. I was going to comfort him but I don't want to get into his drama right now. I have my own problems to take are of. So, I left the kitchen to go to my room, which I share with Suho hyung.

"Why can't we be happy?" I mumbled in anger, running my hand over my hair.