30 Days | hunhan { SLOW UPDATE}

Liar

Its day three,

I am still here standing on this spot for about five minutes now, still wondering about the things that's floating on my head. I could hear the fans through my ear piece, constantly chanting all of our names in order. The name that was no longer called out to the dorm entered my mind to bring back those memories in 2012.

Xiumin..Luhan..Kris..Suho..Lay..Baekhyun..Chen..Chanyeol..D.O...Tao..Kai..Sehun..

I smiled as soon as they mentioned Kris hyung's name. We miss him. There was nothing more to say, apart from the fact that we literally miss him to the bone. He is my older brother whom we all truly missed. We haven't heard from him since he left.

WE ARE ONE...that's what we always say.

But, are we still one?

I watched the sea of silver lights throughout the whole stadium, as I stood at the edge of the stage waving my arms as we sang 'Lucky'. You looked at me from afar, waving your hand held mic at me. I did the same. All I could see was you, and your beauty sparkling as the lights focused on you.

Everything blurred, everything was lost.

You walked towards me, pulling my shirt down, until your height reached my ears. "Sehunnie." You whispered in my ears, kissing my cheek. The fans roared in happiness after witnessing the scene.

To them, that kiss was simply just a fan service. To me, it was a symbol of love.

I caressed the spot where you kissed me. My cheeks was hot and flustered. I watched you wave both of your hands as you stood next to me, smiling from ear to ear.

I know that smile of yours are fake.

They don't know that you are leaving. No one knows besides them, us and EXO.

I tried to have fun with the remaining songs that was left for us to sing. It was a little refreshing that the fans sang along with us with their beautiful voices, as they held on to their fan signs with hilarious sayings on them. I adored their enthusiasm and especially their loyalty. There might be some that left due to the news of Kris hyung's departure, but I guess that's just a part of life.

There will be people who will come and go. It can't be helped.

When the concert finished, I ran back stage quickly. Without noticing, I bumped into you causing you to fall. "I'm sorry, hyung. I didn't see you." I apologised, hold your hand to help you up. You smiled up at me, as you brushed the dirt off your dark coloured pants.

"Just call me Luhan from now on, okay."

You made my heart beat again, I nodded like an idiot. You chuckled, poking my forehead. I stopped. You smiled at me and grabbed my hand, leading me to an abandoned room. I was confused at first when you locked the door and telling me to sit down. I was quite worried for a second, but calmed down as soon as you sat down beside me and looking at me with those beautiful eyes of yours.

"Sehun-ah..." I stared at your mouth, as it released the sound of my name.

My palms began to sweat like crazy, as I anticipated for your words to come out. I looked back at you, hoping that you wouldn't say the words I wouldn't want to hear.

"I think it's best for us to not see each other anymore. It was fun being with you yesterday. But, It made me realise that my departure will be a lot harder when I leave."

"Please don't say that." Tears formed on the rim of my eyes. I tried my hard to fight them back, but they were too strong. "Please don't say that, don't."

"Sehun-ah, please cooperate with me. I'm doing this for you." You told me. I was angered by your words. Those words are selfish words. You are not doing this for me. You want to get rid of me.

My heart was shattering.

You're breaking me.

"You don't love me anymore." I mumbled, as you held my hands.

"I do still love you."

"If you love me. Don't leave me."

I ran out the room, leaving you there feeling guilty.

Luhan, why did you do this to me.

YOU LIED, YOU DON'T LOVE ME.

You are a liar and a heart breaker.

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