[Taj]
Got alot of bags but we never got baggage...
To say I was experiencing the worst was taking shit light, and I was soon to start trippin. Nicki's Favorite played throughout my black on black Range as me and Cece drove in comfortable silence to Jah-toosk, Party's condo. I was thankful for it lowkey, lord knows my head aint where its supposed to be at this moment. Cece's words kept replaying in my head and honestly I had to question whether or not I'd "played" myself exactly. What I hate the most is that I would be telling Jahron that he would soon have to forget me, the way everything is unfolding so quick and horribly before us.
Here comes the exit, I know you wanna speed by, wanna be petty
Not even try to resolve it
My conscience is telling me go, but the texts screaming out no
Im not yet jaded on the decisions we made
I was now just a few blocks from Jah's, and those lyrics popped in ny head. I cut off the radio completely and sat back cutting my left turn signal on, turned and parked infront of the large complex.
"Whats on your mind boo?", Cece's voice interrupted my thoughts as we headed inside and I pressed the up elevator button, watching as it slowly stopped on each level. I was glad though, cause overthinking is what I'm best at and I ain't really need to add on to my stress and nerves at the moment. "Nothing I'm cool". Shrugging, I stepped back allowing the elderly woman getting off to pass before we stepped on pressing for the 6th floor. The doors were just about to close, till a female who looked mixed, with unneccessarely high heels and a tight fitting shorts with, a black Stussy baseball jersey and a YIN beanie ontop of her ombre'd brown hair shouted for us to hold the elevator. "Thanks". She smiled over at me and I simply nodded returning it with a simple half smile. Cece was too into his phone. "What floor?", I asked offering to press it. "Oh its fine, it's already pressed". Hm, what a coincidence.
I sighed to myself, as the elevator passed floors till it dinged letting us off and I mentally prepared myself for what Jahron would say. I sent him a text walking down the long hallway towards his door with Cece behind me, but oddly the girl from the elevator was following us. I pushed my assumptions that were quickly forming to the side, and stood taking a deep breath as I knocked on his door. Seconds later it was opened revealing a tired and spaced out looking Jahron, but he smiled genuinely down at me which I returned. His smile was replaced with a scowl and he sighed sounding annoyed and I frowned in confusion, but noticed he was looking past me at something else. I turned and noticed the chick from the elevator smirking at him then she looked at me as if something clicked in her head and mugged me. Cece caught on to the situation and started tying up his long extensions but I simply put my hand up stopping him and shook my head, facing Jahron who's face now held pain and a look of forgiveness. I chuckled and leaned up placing a powerful yet soft long kiss on his lips. He deepened it making me bite on his bottom lip, skillfully slipping my tongue inside of his mouth as both of ours entwined fighting for power over the other, I smirked sucking on his pulling away placing two soft pecks on his lips. The chick cleared her throat loudly and I heard Cece smart mouth. "You should really get that checked out girl, that don't sound too healthy. You know that Ebola and Eagle flu goin around. Buh-bye!", he snapped muffing the girl's forehead, as we stepped inside, Jah closed and locked the door behind us. "We here, talk T. I'm not letting walk away again. Hit me, yell, whatever but I'm not letting you leave", he sighed holding my hands, peering down at me with only sincerity in his voice and eyes. "You two need to fucking talk and cut the bullshit. I'll be in your room. You got Netflix right J!", he chuckled at Cece who switched off, nodding as he exited going into Jahron's bedroom. "Tell me you love me". "I love you T, you already know I got love for you. Mad love". " No, do you love me?".
"I love you Taj". "Tell me, do you remember the promise?". "I do", he mumbled placing his hand on my cheek, softly rubbing it soothing me. "Then why did you break it?".
-Not Edited Sorry.
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