Voicemails & Blunt Truths

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-Taj

"I have to what??". "Look, do the song with Party and keep it movin' aite? Isn't that your bestfriend T?", Aubs frowned down at me confused. I sighed running my hand through my hair and smiled, remembering he knew nothing of what happened between me and Jah months ago.

"Yea, yea we are I-I mean he is. Um, sure I'll do the song. I was just really tryna' bang out this album", I lied so easily, mentally shooting myself. "Understandable, I was you in that position with Thank Me Later. It's all apart of being hungry for this shit man. But yo you good?".

"Yea I'm fine. What time was he going to be here?". "He just texted and said they're on the elevator so now I guess". "They?", eyebrow raised in confusion I looked to the door, just as Jahron and some woman were coming in and realized it was the same female from that night months ago.

"Bae you can sit here or leave if you get bored", he told her while she took a seat on the couch far back, behind us. Something inside me was jealous and confused as hell and his "bae" was the icing on cake.

"Nah, I'm okay babe. I'll wait". She smiled at him, gave me a quick glance and short polite smile then sat back on her phone. I nodded facing back towards the booth trying to swallow my fucked up emotions and the awkwardness was killing me. "Well I'm gone let yall work. Bye T, stay up J man", Aubrey dapped him, gave me a head kiss, then he was gone after that.

"How you been? I have some ideas for this song but you can add to it". His tone was short, his beloved accent filled, and non flirty like how he used to speak to me and I felt my heart beat faster as I messed with the pen in my hand. "I've been okay, living and working usual shit. Let me see the lyrics you've already got", I spoke clearing my throat.

So, from there we remained cordial for the rest of the session till his girl left around 1 something in the morning.  I was writing for album along with the song multitasking, till he softly bumped my shoulder playfully and tugged at my hair. I couldn't help but smile at his childish ass and every emotion from the beginning poured back into me as if our separation never existed.

"Stop Jahron Anthony", I warned blushing hard, face almost red, while he planted kisses along my neck. "Why man?", he said sounding annoyed. I rolled my eyes and scoffed shaking my head. "You have a girlfriend and things between us have not been mended. This is the first time I've spoken or seen you in months and fucking you won't solve or hash out anything. It'll only add fuel to a scorching fire Jahron, plus it seems you've moved on but we were never anything oh yea forgot that part".

"What do you mean? I have contacted you, you just never reached out back. I was fucked up badly after you left me man. Did you get my calls? My voicemails? I cried for you and prayed for forgiveness. She was there picking up the pieces of my fucking pride, because I was so ignorant and selfish I let you walk out baby girl. I don't know where I'm headed as a young nigga right now, but please don't let me live this life without you Taj", his words had me in tears and I clung to him letting out the months of pain, all the stress, pent up frustration, and emotional damage.

I didn't even budge or break from crying as I allowed him to carry me over to the couch laying me down gently as if I were a piece of fragile fine China, and climbed on top kissing my lips with something I never felt from him before. "I am honest with you from this point on. I won't leave her because I've experienced how she's going to feel if I do. I have feelings for her, but right hand on the bible I am still and forever always madly in love with you. Right now here on this couch, I am going to make love to your body like it's my last day on this planet with you. Then, I gotta just be your bestfriend again and support you. Us going down that road again, I can't ever let it get to that point of putting my hands on you. Never again, I'm so very sorry". He cupped my cheek biting his lip and I saw love and lust in his eyes but love overpowered it. "Just...relax with Daddy".

~Should there be a sequel after?, not now it's just brackin, calm down lol. I'm thinking a sequel with them of course but Idk how to go about that because I really wanted a SMALL Aubrey & Taj relationship stemming from that close friendship they already have out of the support he showed her and remember he's helped her career, but it'll have it's up downs too that'll eventually be going back into Jah+Taj. Don't be mad, because from here we see where Jahron's head is at with Nyoni and even that won't be peachy but we know Jahron love him some Taj, creeping around happens in real life guys so don't be quick to be like oh he just cheated blah blah, that's brazy, even in parts to come. Nah niggas be bool, it's the heat of the moment *sings* lol. ❤ I'm not saying it's cool to do that sorta shit but you have to understand their relationship from the rip. Give me ideas about the sequel. #JahronAnthonyGetsItWetter

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