Voice of Reason or Restraint

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-How do you guys feel about the book? & Cece's opinions voiced in this chapter? Do you feel like he is right [or] going back on his own words? #comment .  Also, my reads going down awww :( but thanks to those actually still fuckin with this story and rocking with the concept. #OMOGirlsGetItWetter

"If it takes you six months to come up with four clichés, something is wrong"-Bill Withers

(3 weeks later)

-Cece

"Sooo....you're in a relationship/chill thing/but he eating ya' rank kitty cat every chance he get type shit?". I asked and laughed at my bestfriend, while she sucked her teeth flipping me off. "My vagina isn't rank hoe and no, we're together just taking things slow".

I shook my head and gave the bitch her round of applause. Bout time my girl was on to the next and not tripping over Jahron strong forehead ass. I loved Jahron, he's one of me and T's closest friends since highschool and like a big brother to me but watching him constantly string her along and plant false promises in her head time and time again became tired. She deserved happiness and nothing but. Taj was an all around amazing person, of course she has her flaws like any of us, but she was a loyal, kind, and true friend and I supported her.

"Awwww Mama baby grew up so fast!", I joked squealing. She rolled her eyes laughing and waved me off. "Yas bitch, yas I did".

"So how long have y'all been talking and stuff before this?".

"A few weeks or so after I last had sex with Jah, he invited me to his "compound" and things took off from there. It just happened and I know you're going to get to runnin' that mouth of yours about how we rushed into something but that's not even import-", I cut her off with a loud and disapproving chuckle sitting back on my love seat with my arms folded.

"First, it's your love life who am I to judge? Second, are you out your rabbit ass mind? You JUST got over that Jah bullshit. Now that this lightskinned owl sweater wearing ass nigga swoop in playing captain save a broad, you rush into a relationship! You had me thinking this was a long time coming! Taj Amarie you don't hide your feelings for one man with the next and over a short period of getting to know each other. Bitch unless your name is Joseline and he magically became Stevie J. then bitch I pray for ya', but no. As my friend, my bestfriend don't play with that man's feelings if you aren't over Jahron. He know he doesn't want Shrimp Fried Rice either with her slick mouth ass, but y'all better not play these games!".

"You were the one telling me to move on! You just said how you're happy for me but now I'm "playing games"? Type shit is that Ce! You cheated on your nigga and was stuck on the nigga you did it with for 2 whole years! Y'all got in a whole relationship, till he left your ass stuck on stupid cause he got called for duty and unfortunately got killed!", she snapped back, but her face softened knowing that was a touchy subject for me.

"Ce, I'm so sorry I didn't mean to take it there and bring tha-", I stopped her and stood taking my empty wine glass into the kitchen. Loading the dish washer, I ignored her presence already knowing she was standing behind me.

"Ce I'm sorry. I know I hit below the belt taking it ther-", "No you aren't Taj". I turned facing her with my back to the counter top, shaking my head and moved my long extensions behind my shoulder. "You said it because you hate I was telling your ass the truth. You're gullible as fuck when it comes to niggas cause since I've met you Jahron and his dick has been in control of you! Now a guy like Aubrey comes along and I'll admit he's a great guy, but your love sick ass is going to hurt that man way worse than the females he dedicates those damn songs to ever did, because you don't want to admit it all! You and Jahron are playing with people's emotions here! I for one will not sit and ride along this bullshit anymore, I ain't Kevin Hart", I snapped letting all the frustration out. Her words cut deep and I've been able to cope since Marcus got killed, but her bringing it all up just to cover the fact I was right really hurt.

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