When Joka Doesn't Sleep

There's Been a Slight Change in Plans

So, remember about a month and a half ago, when I came back and simultaneously came out, saying I was both pansexual and nongender?

Well, there's been a slight chabge in plans...

I'm gender fluid. *throws confetti*

In other words, my gender likes to throw tantrums. Like, sometimes I feel like a girl, and I'm totally comfortable with my body (well not really but like I dont mind my boobs and stuff) and then other times, I feel like a dude, and I kind of hate my body, and then sometimes I dont feel like either or I feel like both, and sometimes I'm cool with my body and sometimes not. And it happens at random moments, not just like "oh today I'm a guy" (holy shit it felt good to say that), it can be like, "i woke up a guy, but then sitting in class i switched to nongender, and then before bed I felt like a girl."

And what sucks is the times like now, like I feel nongender but leaning towards masculine, and thats when I notice shit like how high my voice is and my hips.

So yeah.

Anyway, stick to calling me they. I wont always be comfortable with he/she pronouns, but they is always safe.

Thanks!