When Joka Doesn't Sleep

*flops onto bed and curls up so small I don't exist*

SOMETIMES I LOVE MY BESTFRIEND.

SOMETIMES I WANT TO STRANGLE HER.

AND THEN OTHER TIMES SHE MAKES ME FEEL LIKE UTTER SH*T.

THIS IS A COMBO OF 2 AND 3.

So today Kuro and I were talking and I said something and she said, "Your stupidity is killing me." The way she said it did not sound joking. I answered back coldly and hung up. She then said she'd do anything to get me out of my mood and I asked if she'd roleplay, so she said sure.

We decided on characters and plot and both of us were getting excited. I, as usual, started us off. Then she said she was going to the store and might fall asleep when she got home. I was fine with that.

I gave her two hours and texted her. She responded a couple minutes later saying she was going back to sleep but continued to text. I asked her to please RP if she was going to text and she went to sleep.

Then two hours later I again texted her. She kept talking about anything but the RP. Then she asked if she could call, saying, "we can text RP while we talk." I was skeptical at our ability to do this but I agreed.

So we were on the phone and I asked if she was going to respond. At this point it had probably been 5 hours since I sent the first 'post'. She said after she finished coloring. Fine. I waited and we talked and I asked again.

"I'll do it in the morning."

And I have writers block and that is the one thing that will probably open my brain and now I'm just pissed and I want sleep but GUESS WHAT WRITERS BLOCK I CAN'T SLEEP. ANGER I CAN'T SLEEP. EINSAMKEIT I CAN'T SLEEP.

Grr.