I Was There, Always|| 𝐇𝐚𝐧 𝐉𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐟

4

Third Person's POV

Jisung is still holding Jieun's hand. And of course she is still crying. He admit that his bestfriend Jieun is sometimes annoying, but he doesnt wanna see her cry. He doesnt know how to make Jieun cry, but the only thing he knows is to give her a hug. 

"Jieun, please stop crying. You are making me cry also. Its alright im still here" Jisung said to Jieun while hugging her tight. 

He is keep on caressing his bestfriend's back to keep her calm. They both dont understand what really happened. They are just 4 years old and yet this has to happen. 

[after 3 weeks]

"Heeseung, you will move to U.S. right? And you will take Jungwon?" Jisung heard his mom but he didnt tell Jieun because she will cry more, knowing that her brothers are going to leave.

"Yes auntie, grandpa wants to meet me and Jungwon. I still cant take Jieun because you know....they never wanted her but i will make it up to them." -Heeseung

"Always be careful okay? Ill take care of your sister" 

"Thank you auntie. I really owe you one" -Jungwon 

Heeseung and Jungwon will leave tomorrow going to U.S. 

They never wanted to leave but they have to because their grandparents need them. They will be back, they promise to not leave Jieun. Heeseung is nervous to tell Jieun that they were leaving. They want to tell her but their grandparents told them not to because for sure Jieun will come with them. 

"Jieun dont make aunt Haei mad okay? Me and Jungwon will work and it will take time okay we love you princess. We will be back." 

That was the last sentence that Jieun heard from his brothers. 

[15 years later]

Jieun's POV

"YAH! HAN JISUNG! GIVE ME BACK MY PHONE!" I shouted as this paboya took my phone. He said he will look at my phone and check if i am texting a guy or what. WHY WOULD I EVEN?! 

plus, who would like me?

"Why are you texting Chan, Minho, Changbin, Hyunjin, Felix, Seungmin and I.N?!" 

"cant i? are you kidding me? we are all classmates and theyre our friend why are you suspicious of them? I dont like anyone of them idiot" I said and took my phone from him.

Aunt Haei gave us a dorm. Yes, we are the only one who lives here. But there is one rule, Jisung cant bring any girls and i cant bring any boys except for our friends. My life is a mess with Jisung. 

"Can you help me with my homework?" -Jisung

"NO" -Jieun

"Please?" -Han

"im helping you learn not to only answer your homeworks. Youre too busy with your fortnite" -Jieun

"I promise this time i will listen to you" -Jisung

"Do it one more time ill break your fortnite" -Jieun

"Thank youuuuu i love you" -Jisung

"i dont love you" -Jieun

Dont get the wrong idea. Since we were kids we always say i love you to each other which made our friendship even stronger. Some even mistook us, they said we are a couple. EWWWW. I will never fall in love with this idiot. 

"Yah Jisung! your phone is ringing cant you hear it?!" I look to my side just to see a sleeping Jisung. I she crazy?! I am explaining for one hour and he is just sleeping!

I quickly took his phone and saw that Aunt Haei is calling. I answered it becase it think its important, Aunt Haei wont call in the middle of the night if its not important. 

"Jisung im glad you answered! Haei's brothers are coming back next week! They got a dorm beside yours and Jieun she will freak out if she saw her brothers-"

"Aunt? You and Jisung know where my brothers went for this 15 years?" 

"J-jieun why are you holding Jisung's phone?"

"Your son is sleeping already thanks for the information annyeong aunt"

Does this mean Jisung also knows? But he is just not telling me? What a lier.

"YAH!!! Get up and fix your things" i said in a cold tone. He stood up and i entered my room.

Because of my anger i slammed the door of my room.

"Are you alright?" Jisung shouted outside.

How can i even talk to him? He lied to me when my brothers left me? What else can happen to my life? After my parents died and saw  them on my own eyes, my brothers said they will just work but it took them many fvcking years to come back. I waited for them without knowing where they went and when they will go back.

They said that if i have high grades they will come back FROM WORK. If i sleep early the next morning they are back. How many sleeps did i already did for the past 15 years? Too many to even count, but did they come back? NO. And now they will? And they will live beside our dorm. 

For the past 15 years Jisung is the only one who cared for me. He comforted me in my lonely nights and days. He makes me happy everyday, every minute, every hour, and every year. I can still remember that day. The way he held my hand, the way he hugged me sincerely, and the way he stayed with me throughout my worsts. He filled the unfilled space that my brothers should be the one to do. 

I looked at the ceiling and wondered why everything has to happen. And slowly, little by little i fell asleep.