I Was There, Always|| 𝐇𝐚𝐧 𝐉𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐟

19

Jieun's POV

I am already at the dorm. Jisung is not yet here. Yes, we didnt go home together. Hyunjin and the others said they will do someting. I already ate my dinner and did my homeworks and its currently 10pm already. Im here at the living room waiting for Jisung. We both have a curfew 11:00pm is the maximum. 

I opened the tv and watched k-drama's to make the time fast for me. Second turned to minutes, and minutes turned to hours. But there was still no sign of Jisung. I tried calling him but his phone was off. I am now getting worried so i messaged Chan. I asked him if they are together but Chan said that he is not with the boys. 

I turned the tv off when i heard the door of our dorm opening. It must be Jisung. I stood up and looked slowly. And yes, it was Jisung. "Where have you been?" I asked him but he only walked forward to the couch and laid down. Is he.........no he cant be.

I stood infront of him, and when i got nearer i smell the aroma of alcohol. "Are you drunk?!" I asked him. He promised me that he wont ever touch nor drink alcohol. And now he just did. "WHY DO YOU CARE?" He replied back. 

"Jisung, please lower down your voice" i said softly not wanting him to be mad, i mean im just asking whats wrong with that?  "WHY CANT YOU BE HAPPY FOR ME? JIEUN, IM TELLING YOU I LIKE YOU BUT ONLY AS A BESTFRIEND, WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND??!!!" Jisung shouted at me, still not sober.

"Jisung, please you're making my heart hurt" I said and he stood up. 

"NOW YOU WANT VOLLEYBALL?!! DONT YOU REMEMBER THAT GAME KILLED MY DAD BECAUSE OF YOU-" before Jisung could even finish his words i slapped him.

"How can you say that to me J-jisung? I told you i was framed!!!" I said and went inside my room. Tears falling down from my cheeks not wanting to go outside for i do not want to see Jisung. Why is he blaming me for everything? 

Third Person POV

While Jieun is inside her room crying herself out, Jisung remained at the living room. Jisung messed up. 

Jisung messed up REALLY BAD. 

He is drunk but he knows what he is doing. He is so stupid to not be careful of his words. He knows its not Jieun's fault why his dad died, but out of anger he blamed Jieun. He didnt mean it. He is now feeling regret. He walked to Jieun's room but its locked. He knocked on it but Jieun is not answering or opening the door for him. 

He sat infront of the door waiting for Jieun to come out. But it seems like this will take forever. He fucked up. He is keep on blaming himself for what happened, as he should. He promised not to drink alcohol unless they were graduated but he broke that. He knows that Jieun has a weak heart but he made it hurt. He knows that Jieun likes him, but he said those words that can hurt her. 

Jieun, inside her room cried quietly. People say that crying without any sounds is the most painful one, and yet indeed Jieun can feel it. She then decided to go back to their own house where her parents died. She doesnt wanna stay here with Jisung in this situation. She doesnt want it to be awkward. And she wants a time alone. Away from everyone including Jisung. 

*time skip*

It was 9:00 in the morning and Jieun is not yet inside the university. Is she skipping class? is she alright?

"you fvcked up men" Felix said to Jisung who is not frustrated. Felix admitted that he likes Jieun but not until Felix met Kara. A kind, smart, and pretty girl in the university.

Of course Felix is courting Kara. He gives her chocolates everyday, he picks her up at her house and send her home safely. All the things you can imagine with you boyfriend.

Meanwhile Sowon....

he needs to leave Korea. His parents wanted him to study english at Philippines because they said schools in Philippines that teaches english is very well there. Philippines may have a hot weather but the destinations and delicacies they have is so so so good. That will make you want to stay.

But there is one thing that Sowon is afraid of. If he will leave, what about Jieun? How can he make her his if he will leave. And, Jieun will be hurt also.

For a month they became close and all. Jieun loves him so much as a special friend of hers. They both cried in each other. Listened to each of their problens and such. Jieun is fragile, and the only thing that keeps her together when she is in pieces is Sowon.

But what now? Sowon will leave.

After minutes Jieun arrived at the university running late. She woke up late because of her crying too much last night. Thats the effect for her. Jisung was warned by Jieun's brother to not wake her up. And plus, Jieun wont even talk to Jisung at all.