I Was There, Always|| 𝐇𝐚𝐧 𝐉𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐟

7

Jieun's POV

"annyeong!" I shouted as i see Sowon get away. 

But then some asshole hit my head. "Are you dating?" and here is Jisung again.

"NO" I said coldly and got in his car. Jisung followed and sat on the driver seat of course its his car. 

"I see you like him" 

"I dont, i like someone else, but he doesnt know" i am giving Jisung hints but he is too dumb to even realize that it is him. 

He started driving the car to our dorm. "Shit!!" i accidentally shouted. I forgot to give my number to Sowon how will we plan for our project. What a great day. 

After minutes or driving we already arrived at the dorm. I entered the dorm and i saw something i mean someone whom i dont wanna see.

"im going to sleep early" I said and was about to enter my room when Jisung grabbed my hand. 

"talk to them please-" Jisung said. 

Ok fine ill talk to them but this doesnt mean we are good. I sat on the living room and waited for them to talk. But silence filled the room. 

"Are you going to talk or what?" I said which made them startled. 

"Jieun we didnt mean to leave without telling you, we want to take you with us but our grandparents doesnt like you because you are a girl and in our family they prioritize boys, i convinced them to like you because you didnt do anything wrong, im sorry we didnt tell you" my brother Heeseung said.  

"its fine i understand" i said but they looked at me concerned. 

"im gonna take a shower first" Jisung said and my brothers look at me after Jisung left.

"Are you guys dating?" Jungwon suddenly asked. 

"No, but i like him and he likes my other bestfriend Jena. Dont tell him. Ill go to my room i feel tired" I said and they were shock. I dont also know why i told them about that. We are not yet even completely good. 

Third person's POV

Heeseung and Jungwon was shock to hear that from their sister. Their sister like her childhood bestfriend but he likes someone else which is Jena. What a pain it is.

Heeseung was hurt seeing her sister suffer like this. While Jungwon stayed quiet because thats what their sister told them. 

Jisung is close to Jieun's family, and Jieun is the same way with his.

Jieun is in love with him, while he considers her to be one of his closest girl friends... and that's that. 

[a/n: prepare for relatable and painful words]

When Jieun spend time with him, she is forced to face the reality that she can't actually have him the way she WANT to. Guys can be clueless, so you don't think he even knows you have feelings for him. But, then again, would you want him to? Choosing between confessing your feelings for him, or keeping him there as a friend is one of the toughest decisions Jieun will have to make.

Jieun cherish her friendship with him SO much, she feel as though she'd never want to risk losing him completely if things get awkward once he knows how she feel. The thought of seeing him with someone else seems so unfair and cruel... But the good friend in Jieun wants to see him happy, even if that means seeing him with someone else who rocks his world. You're left feeling super conflicted.

Jieun believe no one else can ever compare to this dude, and no other guy will know her as well as he does. It seems Jieun is always the one to reach out for plans, and he doesn't make her a priority because she is just a friend. When all is said and done, Jieun will have to make her decision. Does taking that leap of faith and revealing your feelings to him trump the risk of driving him away for good? 

If Jieun truly value her friendship with him and don't want to put the chance of losing him on the line, the best thing is to move on. But it will be hard. 

Jieun in her room didnt notice her tears falling down her cheeks. She cant suffer like this. Jieun laid down her bed as she feel very tired. But then her phone rang. 

Sowon
accept | decline

Jieun was shocked. How did Sowon even got her number.

Sowon
accept | decline

"hello?" -Jieun

"Hey its Sowon"

"how did you get my number?!"  -Jieun

"i have my ways Jieun" -Sowon

"tsk ways my foot, btw my brothers are here and they talked to me-" -Jieun

"isnt that great." Sowon

"well yeah" -Jieun

"what time am i going to fetch you tomorrow?" -Sowon

"how about 7:30? XXX dormitory" -Jieun

"okay, we will go to Han river first right?" -Sowon

"Yep, ill bring my notebook to take notes" -Jieun

"ok sleep well you told me your tired a while ago good night" -Sowon

"annyeong Sowon-ah"