Behind the Mask

~Chapter 30~

~Jungkook's POV~

Oh, I was in trouble. I was in big, big trouble.

I'd asked Taehyung earlier this morning to come to my room to have one of our old game sessions which, if everything went as planned, would be anything but. I had a surprise for him, but I kept wondering if he'd even appreciate it for what it really meant or believe I was simply being a good friend, as always. Truth be told, I almost wanted him to do so. I knew that, if I did what I had in mind and he understood what I was trying to show him, there'd be no turning back to the Tae and Kook we now were - just falling back into that years-long friendship, and I didn't want to mess that up, given the fact that I was the one to put an end to it years ago. But at the same time, I knew that if I had to keep my secret for one more day, I'd break down. He had to know and then well, do whatever he found reasonable. If that meant butt-kicking me out of the room, so be it.

Still, I'd rather have him do other things to me, like place his hand on my thighs, seeming to really like that lately, or cast me one of his vicious grins I loved, maybe pull me close and just kiss me, for the love of God, because I could see it in his eyes that he longed to. And having his lips pressed against mine, must feel like ecstasy. God, the simple thought of his hands on my hips, and him staring intensely at me as I caught him do so many times, was enough to get me feeling some kind of way. I could already picture him bending me over on his bed, and drawing behind me, pressing his body tight against mine and feeling down my legs, then bringing his hands back up slowly, tracing the shape of my ass and groping it tight, making me squirm under his touch...

Damn it, Taehyung.

I let my hand slide down inside my boxers and began to stroke myself slowly, already shivering in pleasure. I could imagine his low moans filling the room as he pounded repeatedly inside me, hair damp against his forehead and sweat dripping down his temples, and the image made me quicken my pace, trying to get my body to feel as good as my mind was right now. He whispered my name as he reached close to his climax, and I flipped him over with a grin, allowing him to rest while I took the lead. He watched me in awe as I rode him to his high, and I could hear him groaning every now and then before letting out a high-pitched moan and cumming into the condom...

I kept stroking my dick while fantasizing about my best friend, and I let out a loud whimper, imagining him do all this to me. I fastened my pace even more and began whispering Taehyung's name, drawing my head back as I bit my lip to blood. This feels too good...

"Well well, someone's already having fun without me, huh?" A raspy voice echoed from behind as Taehyung himself stood against my door frame, with a smug grin plastered on his face.

Holy fuck.

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"Oh hi Tae, I was just, uh- wait a second, why did you barge in like that? The door was closed, I'm sure of it."

"Well I was gonna knock, but then I heard you whispering my name and I had to see what was going on. Still, I gotta say Kook, you look really wrecked right now. I must be a damn good stimulator." He answered, staring me down with an intimidant look.

"Uh I.. I think I'm gonna go wash up now hah. Yeah, I'll do that."

I stumbled into the bathroom and closed the door shut behind me, although Taehyung didn't seem to have a problem walking in either way. I leaned back against the door and tried to catch my breath, to calm myself down, but my eyes widened as the realization of what just happened rushed over me. Taehyung walked in on me jerking off.. while whispering his name. His name. For God's sake, why does this fuckery keep happening to me! Last week, I was in the shower enjoying myself a little too much when he shouted at me from the outside, saying he could hear me calling out his name. I thought I'd learnt to be more careful after that, but no, still stupid as always. And the worst thing is that I had an actually nice moment prepared for him.. how could I still make that happen now? Tae is probably gonna question why I keep jerking off to him.. it's definitely gonna be awkward when I get back there.