His Soothing Voice - A Tmf Fanfiction (DISCONTINUED)

Chapter 4 - The Truth

Drew POV: I felt a tear slowly slide down my cheek..

'Im ending our friendship, all you guys have been doing is teasing me and it's getting really toxic' -Jakeyboi, 11:54pm

'the truth is I never wanted to bully the club and I have a passion for singing, tell Liam and Henry too. and I dont care if you bully me now too I've put up with it before, I'll be fine. Bye' -Jakeyboi,11:56pm.

I burst out into tears and quietly sobbed for a bit. My parents weren't even home, they wouldn't notice. Eventually I grabbed my phone and texted him back.

'Ok music freak 🙄'

He read the text then ended up blocking me, and I just burst into tears again.

The next day was lame without Jake, during class he ignored me and only talked when we had too. I was glad we got to pick new seating arrangements in a few months so I could have someone that would actually talk to me.. He was the only one keeping me occupied while Henry ranted on and on about lettuce at lunch, I guess I had Liam but he was just weird sometimes.

It was lunch by now and I had told Liam and Henry about it. They both practically burst out in laughter, so I did too.

"I guess he IS a music freak!" Henry laughed.

I saw Jake and the other music freaks getting up, probably heading for their practise? I got up.

"Going to audition Drew~?" Liam asked, teasingly.

"No, I'm going to annoy them, idiots," I replied.

I was going to listen to the music again, but I felt a bit awkward because I think Jake saw me stand up and head in same direction.

I sat down outside the music room and closed my eyes. I heard the background music start, the soft tune hushed my mind. When Jake started singing it gave me a sense of peace. A peace my parents couldn't give me, a peace Liam and Henry couldn't give me. Only Jake. I blushed a bit as I sat there thinking about him. He didn't like me though. Not even as a friend.. I remembered the texts. Was 'Ok music freak 🙄' really the best respond to him calling us toxic? Screw it! I was toxic. Even if I didn't feel like it on the inside I was still a massive b*tch on the outside!! A couple of tears rolled down my cheeks, I tried to wipe them away before someone noticed but I failed at that.

"Drew? What's wrong?"

I could tell it was Daisy.

"U-uh, nothing. You should probably go over to the Music Club.." I replied, making sure the club couldn't hear me.

"I want to talk to you afterwards, ok?" she murmured.

"Ok." I whispered, still hoping the club couldn't hear me as she opened the door.

The music sounded louder as the door opened, and I could properly hear the lyrics and the instruments. I wish Daisy would have kept the door open, but she shut it and the lyrics became the slightest bit blurred again. To be completely honest, he had sounded a bit down while singing. Was it because of me..? I wiped my face to make sure it didn't look like I was crying anymore.

I hated it so much to hear him sad. How big was my crush for him getting? I still had a girlfriend..! Even though Liam and Henry clearly thought she was a gold digger..- I was pretty sure Jake thought she was a golddigger too, though- Why couldn't I get him off my mind?! I stood up and made my way to the boys washroom.

Sorry this took so long to post lol, I was procrastinating. Like always lmao-