Harry Styles Mini Me

End Up Like Them Ch.6

Harry can't figure out why I've been quiet and unintentionally shutting him out for the last few weeks. So one day at dinner he takes my hand at the kitchen table to keep me grounded and tethered to him and just starts free falling hoping his words open me up.

"You've been super quiet love, I miss your voice. And your laugh." Harry is surprised when I finally look at him in the eyes that night, eyes shiny, tears ready to spill. "What if we end up unhappy, hating the thought of each other and we are stuck in life because we're tethered together by a kid..." I glance down at my belly, hating the words that just come out of my mouth, never thinking I'd ever think ill of the child I'm growing within me right now. "Whoa lovely, what brought this on? I know this is a scary situation but I'm not going anywhere and I know you've wanted kids since you were just a wee lil one.." I shrug, thinking it's best to be honest. 

"I was laying in bed last night and got to thinking about my childhood and how my parents would act and how I felt like a prize in a name of tug of war. And as my brother and I got older, I saw more and more how much my parents really hate each other.. and it all started because my mom got pregnant at 20... I'm 20 right now and I love this baby.. honestly I do. But what if I grow up to be like my mom? So bitter?" Harry takes me in his arms , settling me in his lap, kissing the tears on my face. "Okay first off, why didn't you wake me up if you were feeling so poorly Kiwi?" I shrug. "Didn't want to bother you H..." I let out a wet laugh, "plus you looked real cute sleeping." He laughs with me. 

Harry boops my nose and carries on with trying to calm me down."Hey, this is all weird and new Kian. I get it. And to be quite 'onest, I'm scared too. And fear is normal, love. But you and I will never end up like them. You have just showed me how much you've learned growing up with parents like yours that you'll be sure not to raise your son or daughter the way you were, yeah?" I nod nuzzling my head into his shoulder. "And the older they get, the more confident we'll get with every situation we're handed. We're going to grow up with them, that's not our original plan but it's what we've been dealt and I wouldn't want to go at this with anyone else." I'm full on crying happy tears all over Harry's shirt now, holding his cheek in my hand just for the physical reminder that he's there. And he always will be. 

I peck the corner of his mouth and whisper to him after I've dried my face of all the tears and snot, I smile at my husband, taking his phone in his hands, "I think I'm ready to tell the one and only Daddy Direction (obviously Liam)  about us adding to the babies of the band, what do you think?" Harry covers his eyes, a shit eating grin plastered on his face. "Fook, alright, let's ring the Payno." 

We FaceTime him and he greets us, holding his puppy, Winston. "Oi! Haz, Kian, what's going on?" I cuddle deeper into Harry's side. "We've actually got some news Payno..."