I Promise- TommyInnit x Reader

Chapter XI

"Because. It's the prettiest one in the whole sky" he said without hesitation.

You smiled as your heart skipped a beat.

"Simp" you heard as Toby came back to say he was done in the shower.

"Oh shut up tubbo." Tommy said, his face turning red.

The three of you went inside and you took your shower next, still thinking of what Tommy said about you earlier.

Tommy POV:

"Come on. Just admit you like her. You were literally cuddling her in the car!" Toby said staring you dead in the eyes.

"It's not like that, she is my best friend and she always will be. Plus she would never like me as anything more than that." I said for what seemed like the millionth time to him.

"Okay, but what you are saying is that you could have feelings for her?" He asked.

"Ugh fine tubbo, if that's what you hear then maybe I could possibly have some sort of feelings for her. But like I said, she is my best friend in the whole world. And I'm not about to do something that could jeopardize that." I said, finally letting my real feelings out.

"Oooh I knew it. Don't worry Tommy. I have a plan!!" Toby said excitedly.

"Oh not another one of your plans. Last time you made me put hot sauce in her bag of chex mix and how did that turn out?" I said a bit worried about what he might be thinking.

"It ended in her cuddling you in the car! My plan went perfectly Tommy." He said with a grin.

"Okay, so maybe that wasn't so bad. Just don't do anything that is too stupid okay?"

"Deal" said Toby smugly.

I wondered what he was planning, but was cut off by Y/n coming back, and telling me it was my turn to shower.

She looked different, and a bit sad almost. I noticed I was staring after a while, and rushed off to go take my shower. I would figure out what was up with her later.

Your POV:

Before you left the bathroom you looked at yourself in the mirror. You had never liked the way you looked, but today was especially bad, and you realized you forgot to take your anxiety medication.

Even though you knew it was all in your head, it was hard not to get consumed by your thoughts.

You had never told Tommy about your medications, because you didn't want to worry him. By now it didn't really matter anyways, he had more important things to think about. Before you stepped out you put the hood of your sweatshirt over your head to try and hide a little of your face. It sort of worked.

You got back and you noticed Tommy looking at you for what seemed like forever before he went to take his shower.

You brushed it off quickly and went to go sit by Toby on his bed. He was the only one who knew about your medication so you felt fine taking it in front of him.

" aren't you supposed to take that in the mornings?" He said, clearly worried about you.

"Yeah... I just forgot this morning." You said hiding your face.

"Oh y/n, come on you know how important it is to take it!" Tubbo said.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I just forgot it's not like I tried to forget. I don't want to forget again. What if I forget again?" You said breaking down in front of him. The tears already forming in your eyes, and your breathing speeding up.

"Hey! Don't worry about it. I won't let you forget okay, and if we need to we can tell Tommy and he can help remind you." He said reassuringly, pulling you into a hug.

"Please don't." You said crying into his shoulder, "I don't want to worry him with my stupid problems"

"Y/n, look at me. Tommy cares about you... a lot! And he would never think your problems are stupid." He said with 100% confidence. It made you feel a lot better.

"Thanks, but I still don't think I'm ready to tell him." You said, pulling away from his calming embrace.

"Well I will be here for you no matter what okay?"

"Okay." You said smiling, finally calming down a bit.

a/n     falling in love.... c r i n g e. *thinks about how mcyt's have saved my life*

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