" Fools take the knife and stab people in the back , The wise take the knife cut the cord and set themselves free from the fools "
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∆ Shehnaaz in her room ∆
Shehnaaz was in her room trying to sleep but was only turning sides.... All the things that Sidharth's mom said and Sidharth said was coming to her mind like a storm... Frustratingly she woke up and started talking to herself
Urgh... Yeh kya ho raha hai yaar mere sath I mean... Nhi galti meri hii hai phle tuune mom se yeh baat ki unko bhi samajh aa hii gya ho aur mein bhi dil se sochne n all lag padii.... Aur sabse badi gadhi toh tu hai hii tujhe bhi aag lagi hui thi jake Sidharth se yeh sawal puchne ki aur usnee.... ( Paused thinking about what he said )
Flashback :-
Sid - iska answer bht clear hai madam ki apki dost ko kya hua hai ?
Sana - kya hua hai ? ( Little panic inside )
Sid - uss bimari ka bam hai..... Love ! Pyaar , Ishq , mohabbat.....
Shehnaaz was shocked.....
Flashback End.....
Ohh shoot.... Sachme pyaar ho gya mujhe Sidharth se !! Shit ! Shit ! But hum toh abhi milee hai aur ek dusre ko jante bhi nhi....
She started remembering everything from the day she came.... The Mumbai visit... Parties....his friends.... Dinner Everything and every moment that is so special that a unknown blush and smile warmed her cheeks.... She never wanted this period to end.... But suddenly a thought occurred in her mind.....
I do love him but what if he doesn't ?
∆ Sidharth in His Room ∆
After getting freshen up.... He was is really good smiling on his own... After a long period of time he realised shehnaaz absence in any way affect him a lot.....
He opened the cupboard....took his diary out (after so long) ......and jump on his bed and started writing in his diary.....
• In Diary •
Dear Diary.... I know kafi time ho gya apna dil ka haal bataye par kya karu...aaj kal khushi itni hoti hai ki kabhi kisi gam ya confusion ko yhaa share karne ki zarurat nhi padti... aur agar kissi ki zarurat hai toh voh kaun hai yeh btane ki zarurat nhi hai...Vese toh aaj bhi nhi but aaj kafi relaxed aur kush hu ki kya btauu.... Kissi se yeh kahunga toh ajeeb lagega isliye tumhe btaa raha hu....
Thode time phle toh bht gussa tha mein shehnaaz se specially 2 din phle jab voh cafe se binaa btaye chli gyi... Gyi toh gayi lekin ghar jane ki bajaye market chli gyi.... Aur sath mein voh apne chipku friend ko sath le ayii... Thank god voh straight nhi tha... Gay tha Varna jiss hisab se voh sana ko touch kar rha tha maa kasam bht gussa chdaa tha mujhe....
Par shehnaaz se naraz ho kar mujhe kitna bura lagta hai.... Par harkate uss gadhi ki bhi essi hi hai.... Kash usse samjha sakta ki mene kesa feel kia jab Voh bahar gyi thi bina safety ke voh bhi itne unsafe area mein.... Kya kya khayal aa rhe th mere mann mein.... I know voh sherni hai...apne aap ko handle kar sakti hai but she had to understand my view also.... Jab usne apni independent women vali speech dii na mein kya batau.... But usse naraz ho kar bhi rhaa nhi ja rha tha mujhse... Itna bura feel ho rha tha mann kar rha tha ja ke uske hug karlu..... I just wanted to take care of her.... Aur na uski narazgi ho na meri.... Usko kush karne ka mann....
He stopped writing for a while.... A went to an unknown zone.... A deja vu feeling occurred....
Flashback to the terrace talk of the same night : -
Sid - haan sana pucho !
Sana - Voh na actually apne flat mate ke sath rehti hai... Toh ptaa nhi ajeeb ajeeb si batein kar rhi thi ki.... Ki jab voh naraz hota hai toh voh depressed ho jati hai.... Usse khush karne mein usse khushi milti hai.... Usse jab voh naraz ho jata hai toh kuch achaa nhi lagta bht uneasy sa feel hota ki kissi bhi tarah usse patch up karne ka mann karta hai....toh voh mujhse puch rhi thi ki yeh sab kya ho raha hai uske sath.... Tumhe ptaa hai kya ?
Sid - ( laughing like maniac ) oh my god ! Tum films nhi dekhti kya ?
Sana - nhi zyada nhi kyu ? Aur tum has kyu rahe ho ? ( Confused )
Sid - Voh dono flatmates ke alawa kya lagate hai ?
Sana - friends obviously... ( Like duhh...)
Sid - well Ms. Obviously ek famous film ka ek famous dialogue hai " ek ladka aur ladki sirf dost nhi hote " ( enhancing sirf word )
Sana - But voh dost nhi hai toh kya ? Mere sawal ka sidhe sidhe jawab dona....
Sid - iska answer bht clear hai madam ki apki dost ko kya hua hai ?
Sana - kya hua hai ? ( Little panic inside )
Sid - uss bimari ka bam hai..... Love ! Pyaar , Ishq , mohabbat.....
Flashback End.....
Sidharth closed the diary and sit straight while moving a hand in hair in panic mode.....
He started remembering everything about her journey with unfamiliar smile from first meeting.... Mumbai darshan.... Beach p voh sherni vala avtaar.... Dosto ke sath dinner.... Raghav ka bhabhi bhabhi bolna.... Aur aaj terrace par voh kiss....
He stiffened at a sudden thought in his mind.... And ask himself....
I do love her but what if she doesn't ?
Imagine both parallel in same state of mind and they told themselves same thing.....
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Sana - Kal clear karungi....
Sid - Kal confirm karna hii padega.....
And they both slept thinking about each other......
To be continued........
Just aaj ek baat ya lines mere kissi khass ne boli voh share karna chahungi.....
" Jo samjhaye voh dosti aur Jo samjhaye aur samjhe voh ishq "
Writer ki baat : -
Hello my dear friends and readers and friends.... Aab ek padhav toh ho gya pura realisation ka aab next hai confession with climax.... Jo likhne mein time lagega.... Yeh part kesaa lgaa please zarur btanaa
I know aap upset ho kyuki regular update nhi dee paa rhi but jitni jaldi apko hai iss fiction ko khatam karvane ki utni mujhe bhi hai but mera admission nhi ho rha tha bht mushkil ke baad hua hai aur aab exams bhi hai 24 Feburary se 29 march tak , mein apni studies affect nhi karna chahti.... Mein bht easily ek boring ending with simple confession de sakti hu but firr Puri story ka pattern aur excitement kharab ho jaye ga... I can't promise ki next part kab dungi but voh best hoga yeh promise karti hu....
