HEALING WITH LOVE

PART 50

Its was 9 : 30 P. M .... They left a while ago.... Mom came home had dinner and went to sleep.....

There was an awkward silence between them.... They haven't figured out the reason but still they decided to talk on terrace.....

Sidharth was waiting for shehnaaz on  terrace and just when he was admiring the beautiful view from terrace.... He heard footsteps and turned around to look...  It was shehnaaz ..... Her hair were wet....as she look incredibly hot in black night suit.......

Sid - khaa rhe gyi thi yaar.... 20 minute ho gye wait krte krte....

And she was walking towards him without any expression..... To a surprise to she came and hugged  him softly with a grip........

Sidharth was more of a shocked than surprised.... She never hugged him like this.... And when he does earlier she became concious.... He was now worried.... What if something is troubling her ? Is she fine ? He certainly ask her while hugging.....

Sid - sana ? Tum thik ho ?

Sana - sushsh... 2 min hug bhi nhi kr skte chup chap..... ( While hugging )

He smiled on how he used his dialogue on him...and on that she sounds alright.....

Sana - Thank you !!

Sidharth parted himself and broke hug.... With a questioning look....

Sid - Thank you ? Kiss liye ? Thank you toh mujhe bolna chaiye !!
Mein raat ko soch ke soya tha ki kal subh ya sham ko apne doston ko call karunga....aur tumne unhe bula bhi dia..... Mom sahi kehti hai...tum angel ho....  Kese meri sarii wish bina bole hii purii kar deti ho....

Sana - bola tha na surprise achaa lagega !

Sid - achaa ? It was mind blowing.... Itne mahino baad khali khali mehsoos nhi ho rha...  Aur achaa lag rha hai.... So thank you.... Vese tumne Thank you kyu bola ?

Shehnaaz smiled and looked down.... As she has no answer.... Sidharth from his index finger pull her chin up and she pouts to surpress her smile....

Sid - bolo ?

Sana - bas uhii !!

Sid - uhii ?? Tum uhii kuch nhi karti.... Btaoo...??

Sana - bas maan kia.... ( Not making eye contact )

Sidharth smiled as he caught her smiling beneath the pout....and caught her lying as well.....

Sid - you know what ? Tumhe juth bolna nahi atta mat kroo try..... Koi baat nhi jab maan ho tab bataa dena.....

Shehnaaz looked at him....he was smiling like never before and she just noded in yes....

Sid - achaa yeh toh btaa doo ki yeh tumne kese ? Kab kia ? I mean how did you manage all this.....

Sana - voh.... Actually....  Hum jiss din yhaa shayri and all bol rhe th.....uss din mujhe tumhari shayri se realise hua ki tum apne kareebi logo ko miss kar rhe ho..... So jab mein , aunty aur neetu dii jab spa p janne vale th uss din aunty ke sath yeh mene room mein discuss kia tha....aur jab Neetu dii se mile toh sab ke number nikalva ke.... Yeh sab kia....

Sid - ohh my god.... Itni mehnat mere liye ? Tum thakti nhi ho yeh sab krte krte..... I mean mujhse phle tum yeh sab kiss par try kar chuki hu ?

Sana - honestly bolu toh..... Aaj tak mene yeh sab kissi ke liye nhi kia..... Bas mere patients hospital atte hai.... Mein unhe attend krti hu... medication aur therapy btati hu....aur bas vhi tak mera kam hota hai....lekin mein unko tab tak attend krti hu jab tak voh thik nhi ho jatee.... Lekin aaj tak kissi ke sath nhi rhi.... Na kissi patient ke sath itna personal space share kia hai.....

Sid - Really ?? ( Surprised and smiling like he won some war )  par ek aur sawal hai !! Phir mere liye yeh sab kyu ? Mtlb na mein tumhe mein pasand tha.... Na mera profession aur meri controversy ke baad toh vese hii koi mere paas nhi atta tha....

Sana - Honestly.... Mere paas iss ka jawab nhi hai.... Phle toh jab mene sunna ki ek actor hai aur usko attend krna hai aur voh bhi Mumbai ja kar tab toh mujhe bht gussa aya.... Mene socha ki ki kitna akdu hai...apne treatment ke liye bhi yha nhi aa skta....aur phir ptaa laga ko tumhe toh apne treatment ke baare mein ptaa nhi hai.... aur mujhe aur gussa chd gya.... Lekin tumhari jab mom se baat hui toh ptaa nhi kyu mere dil ne khaa ki mujhe aana chahiye toh....!! Aur ek aur baat mene kabhi tumhari controversy ke baare mein jaane ki kabhi koshish nhi ki.....

Sid - aur essa kyu ?

Sana - kyuki mein suni sunai baton par yakeen nhi krti.... Mein itna tumhari industry ko nhi janti.... Par itna ptaa hai.... Yhaa jo dikhayi deta hai voh kabhi sach nhi hota..... Mein apne dil ke mutabik chlti hu....!!

Sid - toh aab tum mere barein mein kya sochti ho ? I mean phle jo sochti thi usse kese alag hu mein....?

Sana - Bht alag ho tum !! 

Sid - kese ?

Sana - voh esse Mr. Mujhe laga yhaa ke log two - faced hote hai....matlabi hote hai...aur kissi ki barein mein fikar nhi karte.... But jab tumse mili tumhe jana toh mujhe laga ki meri thinking galat thi.... Tum unn sab chizzo ke exactly opposite ho.... Aur bht achee ho....

They both smiled at each other with a blush and now finally with some affection....and love.... It could be seen in their eyes.....

Sid - I am glad mein apki soch badal paya.... Vese ek baat btaoo aur please sach batana...... Phle ki tarah jhumana mat !!

Sana - haan pucho aab ?

Sid - tumhara kabhi boyfriend rha hai... I mean kabhi toh kuch toh hua hoga....!!

Sana - aur tum kyu puch rhe ho..... ?

Sid - kyu ? Kya ? Kisliye chodo !! Aur mere sawal ka jawab bas haa ya na mein doo....

Sana - haan !! ( Folding her arms at her chest  )

Sid - mujhe kuch details mil sakti hai... I mean name , aur kab ? kese ? Types....

Sana - nhii bilkul nhi.... Tumne haan yaa naa mein jawab manga mene dee dia.... Baki mat puchna !!

Sid - aur essa kyu ?

Sana - kyuki story achhi nhi hai.... Sad aur bht kharab hai....aur mein voh sab yaad nhi krna chahti !!

Sana face suddenly saddened and her smile was flown away with that question.....

Sid - Okk I am sorry !!  but ek last sawal !! Kya uska koi comeback hai... I mean it was ur first love so.... kabhi toh socha hoga vapis aane ka....

Sana - No...!! Never !!  ( Her voice cracked while saying this... And sadness could be seen )

Sid - achaa forget it.... !! I am sorry mein bhi pagal hu....mene yeh sab start kar dia.... !! What about shopping tomorrow ?

And her mood was changed just in a second to listen shopping....

Sana - shopping ? Kyu ? Kisliye ?

Sid - kiss liye mtlb ? Parso party hai..... Kushal ne invite remember ?

Sana - ohh haan !! Lekin kiss type ki party hogi ? Kese kapde lungi ?

Sid - kal tak details mil jayengi chinta mat karo.... !! Aab chle mein aaj thak gya hu....

Sana - chlo !!

They went downstairs....and headed to their respective rooms.....

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