Brad Simpson Yin And Yang

Resistant

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Chapter 23: Resistant

What did he just say? I open back up my eyes to see him sound as sleep. Maybe it’s the alcohol in the drink or drinks knowing him were talking because he definitely didn’t mean that. Maybe he did and he just always wanted to tell me. Was I supposed to say it back? Would he hate me more if I didn’t say it back? All these thoughts were running through my head. Thanks to him now I can’t sleep. Why does he always do things like this to me? I was about to get up to get some water and go for a walk because they always help me sleep but I forgot that he was sleeping on me now. “Ugh” I said loudly, rolling my eyes, forgetting he was sleeping on me again. I quickly covered my mouth hoping he didn’t hear. He began moving his body up to my neck. I watched him nuzzle his face into my neck. I could feel his cool breath on my neck and it sent shivers down my spine. His curls laid perfectly over his face, slightly covering his face. His big arms were gripped tightly around my waist. He looks so cute when he sleeps like a little baby bear. What the hell is wrong with me? Why can’t I stop thinking about him like this? I can’t catch feelings for him not again. I can’t mess things up again. 

It was almost 3 in the morning and I hadn't stopped thinking about him or what he said. “Stop thinking and go to sleep” He whispers into my neck, scaring me out of my thoughts. “Wait, you're not sleeping,” I said annoyed. “I was until you stop touching my hair” he yawns. “Sorry “ I said quietly. “It’s fine” he lifts his head off my chest. He then gets off of me and lays next to me on the bed. “Why did you move?” I say in confusion. He ignores me and lays on the other side for a while. He then picks me up and places me on top of him. “What are yo-” I try to say before he starts humming. He was humming a song I didn’t quite catch at first. He was humming somebody to you. Even though he was humming the song it sounded beautiful. He starts running his hands gently over my back. He moved his hands back and forth over my back slowly. The voice in my head was telling me to get off of him because it wasn’t right. He had a girlfriend and that’s not me. My thoughts were then interrupted when his other hand began running through my hair. I let out another yawn. Now I see why he likes when I do this it was so comforting and soothing. When he finished humming the song he then placed a gentle kiss on my forehead which shocked. “Just know I’ll always love you” he whispers in my ear. It was definitely the alcohol talking. I don’t know what came over me but I couldn’t resist the temptation anymore. I lifted my head off his chest and cupped his face. It was the middle of the night and I could see his chocolate chip brownie eyes staring into mine.  

Even though it was dark I could see a smile had appeared on his face. I then placed a soft kiss on his cheek. “What’s that for” He giggles cutely like some school girl. “Goodnight” I said getting off him and going back to my side of the bed. “You can keep trying to resist me all you want” He whispers in my ear. I couldn’t help but laugh. If anything I wasn’t the one resisting. “I’m not even into you and if I was I could easily resist you” I roll my eyes. “Yea and you were into me before so what makes you think I can’t make you fall for me again” He smiles. I couldn’t help roll my eyes. “Plus some say I’m irresistible” he continues talking like a narcissist. “Well I’m not some” I replied. “I’m-” He interrupts me. “You're much more,” he finishes my sentence. He puts a kiss on my cheek then lays his head back on chest. “Goodnight” He says holding on tight to me. “Goodnight” I said, running my hands through his hair before I fell asleep.

I woke up to him not by my side again. I wasn’t really surprised.   There were a lot of noises coming from the kitchen and hopefully this wasn’t like last time because I don’t have time for my cousin’s childish noise and much less his games. When I got out of bed and changed my clothes I decided to clean up my room a bit. I took a look around my room now that it was painted it wasn’t as plain as it was before and I loved it like that. “Maybe I should add some stuff in here” I thought to myself. I began running my hands over my sunset picture. It was beautiful. I kept running my hands over it until my hands stopped at a smudge cloud which reminded me instantly of that night. The night I realize I was his biggest mistake and the night he kissed me. Something I had hoped for my whole life. Just to feel something. Just to feel him. If only I hadn’t reacted the way I did, maybe we could have been something. What the hell I’m I saying he has a girlfriend. That he claims to love and then there's me the “stranger” with memories. “I missed you please come back?” I heard a voice say. After taking a look around my room I was satisfied with it. I opened my phone to see new messages from Princeton but I could just check those later. I was about to go to the kitchen to go get some breakfast but before I could I was stopped in my tracks. I felt my heart sink to my feet. How could? What? But didn’t he? Why?

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