Brad Simpson Yin And Yang

Exposure

Word Count: 1463
There is a PSA at the end pf the chapter please read.

Chapter 31: Exposure

What the hell does he mean that he loves her. I mean I know they probably have been together for a long time but what the hell. He just told me he loved me last night. Matter of fact he’s been saying it for a while now. I can’t even blame him because it’s all my fault. What is wrong with me? I knew I couldn't trust him. The second she calls him he comes running back. I wasn’t surprised. I mean after he called me his mistake he came running back to me. But the thing that didn’t make sense was what was he going to tell that girl Chloe. I just know she’s going to be heart broken. Matter of fact, what is he going to tell me? For what happened last night he seemed into me but I guess it was all in my head like last time. This time I’m not surprised. Matter of fact I wasn’t even hurt. Or was I? I don’t even know.

“Sorry I’ll call you back” he says when he catches my eye. He began walking towards me with a big smile on his face. “How did you sleep?” He says about to wrap his arms around my waist. “Um good,'' I said walking towards the couch. I didn’t want to make it obvious if something was wrong. Matter of fact something is wrong. Very wrong. “How about you?” I said picking up a magazine with Rihanna on the front cover that was put on the table by the hotel workers. “I slept great,” He said happily. How could he be happy? He was still in love with his ex and was trying to play me and whoever the hell was Chloe. “What do you want to do today?” He said, taking a seat on the couch. “Well I’m going to go see my mom and you're going to go back to the flat” I said putting down the magazine. “I thought we were going to go see your mom” He stood up from the couch. “Well I changed my mind. I don’t really feel comfortable to have you or anyone accompany me to go see my mom. I just don’t need pity” I said trying to hide the anger in my tone. “I promise you I won’t pity you or judge you” He said attempting to grab my hand but by reflex I moved my hand instantly. 

He looked at me with a hurt expression on his face. “What’s wrong?” He said attempting to grab my hand again but I just walked past him. I walked into the bedroom and grabbed my duffel bag, bringing it into the bathroom. I then began looking for something to change into. Just as I began brushing my teeth he started knocking the door but I ignored him. As I finished getting dressed he kept banging on the door. I open the door angrily and look to see him standing there with tears in his eyes. “Are you having doubts about us?” He said staring at the floor. 

BRAD POV:

“Us?” she said standing in the bathroom. Even though she was angry at me for some reason she was and still is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. “Yes, as in you and me and no one else” I said. Right as I finished my sentence she began to laugh hysterically which confused me as to why she could be possibly laughing because I don’t remember saying anything funny. “What’s so funny?” I asked her. She then stopped laughing and her anger returned. “Me because I’m a clown” she said walking past me. “You're not a clown,” I said, trying to comfort her but she just walked past me with her bag in her hand. Why was she acting like this? We were finally getting close and just as always she pushed back. She always does this everytime. Everytime we took a step forward she pulled back. Why is that?

ARI POV:

I took his hoodie that he had given me to wear and folded it up before placing it on the bed. “Where are you?” He said as I was looking around the hotel room to make sure I wasn’t leaving anything behind. “I need to go” I said after checking the living area even though I didn't spend time in it. “Where are you going? I thought we were going to go see your mom” He said appearing in the living room. “I’m going to see my mom and I’m staying with her” I said walking towards the door. Just as I approach the door he flings his body in front of me. “We agreed to go see your mom together,” he said. “We didn’t agree on anything. And if we did well I lied. Now move” I yelled. “Can you stay? We can work this out” he said. “Can we?” I yelled louder than I ever have. “I mean you're moving and then you're seeing Chloe and don’t let me forget Rosie who you so happenly is still in love with” I shout. “What are you talking about?” he said clueless. “I heard you tell Rosie you love her on the phone and on top of that you were running your mouth to her constantly” I said furiously. I know I said I was going to talk about it when the time was right but I can’t keep playing these games. From the look on his face he was ashamed and he well damn should be. “You have the nerve to brag to her on how you rejected me and on top of that you lied to her and said I kissed you when it was you who kissed me. I mean who the hell does that” I let my anger release. “Now that I think about the only reason you want me is because Princeton took your spot” I said harshly knowing that he would get under his skin. “I mean it all makes sense because you just wanted my attention. For me to be begging for you because it pleases you. You sick bastard” I said pushing him out my way. “Okay go back to him and I hope he treats you just like he treats his other girls” he yelled. “What does that mean?” I said letting go of the door knob. “It means that he won’t defend you like me. He won’t be there for you like me. He won’t care about you like me. Lastly he won’t love you like me” He said. “You're right because he can’t do it like you because you never really done any one of those. I mean you protect me once and you're my “hero”. You're such a narcissist” I shout. “So you're going back to him?” he said clearly angry and skipped over what I said . “I was never his and never will be so there is nothing to go back to. If only I realized that about you too” I said before slamming the door and heading towards the elevator. This time he didn’t bother chasing me which made a part of me proud. It was time I let his control over me go.

After exiting the hotel I looked around my surroundings to try and find a cab or bus stop. Luckily I had found a bus stop that was outside a cafe shop. I checked my bag to see if I had enough money for the bus. Happily I did and with that I went into the cafe. “Good morning sir, can I have 3 chocolate chip cookies and a caramel mocha latte please,” I said approaching the counter. I don’t really drink coffee but I feel exhausted and I need energy. “Ok miss it will be coming soon” Troy the cashier said handing me back my change after I just paid. I took my change from Troy and turned around to look for an empty table. “Hey Ari” a voice says across the room. I look to see the most irritating person on the planet. The person who pisses me off the most in this world. What do the demons in the world want with me?

PSA:
I have had so much fun writing the story but sadly it will be coming to a end soon. When this story ends I'm going to be writing Luke Hemmings and 1d fan fictions so stay clear of those. Thank you so much for the support on the story. Click the star and write feedback in the comments(if you want to). Thank you so much for reading.

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