Pretty in Pink ~ San

Chapter 3

The time has come, when we are going to start filming the music video. Usually these shoots take all day, around 12-14 hours, but I'm ready to take on this challenge. I'm excited that this is the first show I booked, and I'll be filming with one of my favorite K-pop groups. We begin filming in a classroom set. ATEEZ got permission to film in an actual high school so that it feels like we're all back un high school. As each of the ATEEZ members make their move on me in the music video, it is hard for me to stay in character because they look so good right now. The director told me that I'm doing a good job keeping calm while the members are flirting with me for the sake of the music video.

When the first few hours of filming the music video is over with, it is time for everyone's lunch break. I have lunch by myself outside at one of the round tables. We are all required to stay on the campus of the high school in case something needs to be filmed. While I'm eating, San comes along.
"Hey, why are you eating alone?" San asked.
"I usually eat alone." I said.
"Why don't you come eat with us?" San asked.
"With you and your members?" I asked.
"Mhm." San said with a smile, his dimples are the cutest.
"You're so cute, I almost can't handle it." I said.
"Aww, are you flirting?" San asked, teasing me.
"What if I am?" I asked.
"It's cute." San said.

I finish eating while chatting with San. Getting this role in this music video means I'm well on my way of making my dream of becoming an actress come true. My dream was also to become a singer, but I don't know if I'm confident enough in my voice to do that. I am content with being an actress because this is a lot of fun. Once everyone finishes lunch, it is time to continue filming the music video. Our lunch was at the halfway point of the film day, so we still have 6 more hours to go. I'm just feeling lucky to have the role of the ATEEZ love interest. I just wonder if I will become the love interest in real life. . .

We finish filming at the school, so now we have to go to our next filming location. The next portion of the music video is the dance break part and we had went to the beach for this part because the sand would add a cool effect as the dancers kick up the sand. I can see it now. It's been fun, learning the choreography, but I'm such a bad dancer. The dance teachers were patient with those who didn't know how to dance and understand that some of the extras don't have a dance background. When all of us learned the choreography, it is time for us to film the dance break.

We're all on the beach now and the director yells action and we start dancing right away. This dance break is epic and it gives me a sneak peak of what their comeback song sounds like. From what I've heard so far, it is amazing. The dance break doesn't take long to film. ATEEZ take the front and all the extras and actors act as back up dancers. It doesn't take long to film the dance break, and now we're moving on to the next scene. By the time we finished filming on the first day, I am exhausted. I have never done that much in a single day before. I'm supposed to be going to college, but instead, I starred in a music video with ATEEZ.

*Later that Night*
San invites me back to his dorm. I don't know why, but I'll just go. When I go to his dorm, he is waiting for me under a lit lamp post.
"San. . . Why did you invite me here?" I asked.
"I have something to tell you." San said.
"What is it?" I asked.
"I think. . . I like you." San said.
"Really? Prove it." I said.
San smirks and pulls me by the wrist, pushing me up against the wall. In an instant, San's lips are upon mine. I kiss him back but I'm still in shock.
"Is that enough?" San asked, giggling.
"I--- you actually kissed me." I said, blushing so hard.
"Were you okay with it?" San asked.
"I mean, I had to be, right?" I asked.
"Yes. . ." San said, "Come with me?"
"Where?" I asked.
"To my room." San said.
"Okay. . ." I said.

San takes my hand and takes me to his dorm room. This has never happened to me before. No guy like San has brought me back to his room. I have no idea what he's doing. Once we're in his room, I feel very intimidated because it is dark in here, and the only light in the room is his monitor to his desktop computer.
"San. What are we doing here?" I asked.
"I would like to show you how much I like you." San said.
"We literally just met a few days ago. How do you know you like me?" I asked.
"Love at first sight." San said.
"Alright, alright. Just show me, then." I said.
San starts taking off his clothes, and I know exactly where this is going now. I'm realizing what San wants to do, and I don't know if I'm comfortable with this. I have to tell him before he goes any further with this right now.
"San, wait." I blurted.
"What's wrong?" San asked.
"I don't think I should do this with you. We're not even dating, and we don't know each other well enough." I said.
"Oh, you're right I'm so sorry." San said, putting his shirt back on.
"If you want, we can hang out, but there is no way I'm doing that with you at this point." I said.
"I understand. I feel like an idiot for even thinking that was okay." San said, looking down.
"No, no. I can understand. I find you very attractive as well, but I just feel like we don't know each other well enough to sleep with each other. I think it would be too awkward." I said.
"Awkward, right." San said.