『 Because I'm Tired 』

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@RileyLNX

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She loves putting smiles on people's faces. Giving them a good hearty laugh.

She loves making funny jokes and enjoys memes. She hate star wars memes though.

She loves making stories and imagining things that sometimes she disappoints herself because of it.

She loves people even though she doesn't receive the same feeling.

She loves talking and sharing about her life. She really does care for you. Knowing that she trusts you is a good sign.

But..

She's tired.

Behind her funny and thoughtful awra is a sad and depress person.

She loves doing it but she doesn't know how to apply it to herself.

Sometimes she drowns in her own thoughts while starring at the ceiling.

She ends up crying quietly at night. Not knowing how to calm herself down.

She's tired.

She went into her friends house and decided to hangout with them.

She once again used her facade.

When she decided to go home, she changed her plan and went straight to the rooftop.

She already anticipated the outcome of this. She knows. She knows...

She walked slowly to the edge.

Each steps feel lighter and uplifting.

She felt a faint hope of a new joy.

The joy of being free from the burden of living.

She stands at the edge of roof with eyes shut remembering why she will do it.

'Because I'm tired...'

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I posted this not to promote suicide but to prevent it.

The girl represents all of us and the only difference is how we handle it.

Look around you don't be so narrow minded. Focus on the positive side and not on the negative one. If you have no one to talk to then talk me. Cheer up, Luv! Your crown is falling. Smile na :)

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