I can't lose you again

Chapter 8

Newts POV

I couldn't sleep the night that Y/N was in the maze. My head was pounding with thoughts. Everyone told me that she would be ok, that she was smart and could do it. I was begging Minho to let me go in the maze with him tomorrow if she don't return. But he won't let me. Alby was going and I know that he would tell me every single detail. I had the change to tell her that I love her. But I didn't have enough time and now... now I might not be able to see her ever again. What if shes de-

I was snapped out of my thoughts when the doors started to open. I quickly rushed towards them and so did everyone else. I've never been so impatient in my entire life. They only took a few seconds to open but it felt like an eternity. They were open fully. She wasn't there. I felt my heart break into a million pieces. My eyes glossed over and I fell to my knees. I put my hands over my face and began to sob. Tears now running down my face. I wanted to scream but I couldn't, it felt as tho someone was chocking me and I couldn't breath. Alby held his hand out. I hesitantly took it.
"It'll be ok Newt, you should go and get some rest" he said patting my shoulder. I nodded and headed to the hut. Not my hut, Y/N's hut. I needed to smell here sweet perfume just at least once more. She can't be gone. I slowly walked over to her hut and stood outside her door. A part of me wanted her to be inside and I wanted her to come out and hug me, to telling me everything will be ok. But she didn't. She didn't open her door. I walked into her hut and took of my shoes and climbed into her bed burying my face into her pillow trying so desperately to feel her warmth again. That's when I smelt it, her perfume that would fill my lunges with every breath I took. And with that all the memories came flooding in. I couldn't  help but cry. I cried for hours into her pillow. I never got to tell her that I love her.

Minho's POV

"Your ready?" I asked as Ably approached me. He nodded and we began to job only the maze. I turned the way the Y/N went. I smiled when I saw the trap she made. "What so funny!" Alby asked we looked at the fallen vines.
"When I was teaching Y/N about the maze and what to do, I also mentioned that Grievers are fast. But they are also stupid" I looked at Alby who released what I said.
"So she set a trap to slow them down so she could have more time to run is that what your saying?" He asked looking at me for reassurance.
"That is correct" I said. "Alby" I said, his head turning towards me. "What if she found a way out?" He chuckled.
" I know Y/N..." he trailed off. "She's one of the smartest people I know, if anyone could get out of here alone. It would be her" he pointed to a trail of vines. We stood up and began to take the route that she went but got cut of by some on the closed walls that we assume she went though.
"What if she went to section 7?" I looked at Ably. "She knows the sequence of the section" Alby nods.
"Let's go to section 7 then" I smirk at his comment and we quickly jog to were Y/N could have gone to. We see he's for hours but nothing no marks.
"Maybe she went a different way?" I say in hope of finding her.
"If she would have gone any way it would have been through section 7" i sighed knowing he was right.
"We should head back and tell the others..." I trailed off. Tapping Alby on the shoulder. And we began to slowly jog back. Not wanting to tell Newt that we didn't find her.

Gallys POV 

I have never seen Newt so broken in my life, I mean we aren't close but I'm here for him. I knew that Y/N and Newt had a thing going on but... damn he really is broken. I was going to go to see if he was ok when I saw Alby and Minho come back alone. I sighed knowing they didn't find her. I mustered up the courage to go talk to them.
"Anything?" I asked concerned.
"Nope nothing, but we haven't exactly found any blood marks so there could be a chance still but it's very slight..."Alby trailed off.
"She was smart about it and set a few traps for the Grievers, I'm guessing it gave her more time to run" he stoped and sighed. "I'm sorry" he said before walking away. I knew that Alby was going to tell Newt and I was going to hurt him so much.

Y/N POV

I have been walking for ages, I can't even see the place where I came from. Thank the lord that I thought about packing water and food because man I'm starving. I decided to stop for a bit to rest. I took out my water and a can that I found. I used my small knife to open the can, it was beans. Omg they were so good. I didn't care that they weren't warm. They still tasted amazing. It didn't take me long to finish them, I drank a little bit of water since I'll need that more than food. As I got myself together I stood up and I carried on walking. I had no idea where I was going.