It's always you (Casualty)

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Ainslee felt as if everything was a mess. She knew that she and Iain had slept together and she knew that it was complicated and ainslee didn't know what to do over it. Ainslee ran a hand through her hair and sighed as she sat freezing a fussy ebony and sighed as she placed her back in her high chair and looked to her

"what do you want ebony, mummy is trying" ainslee said. Ainslee knew that ebony was being fussy and it was starting to get to her and she was tired

"dada" ebony said as ainslee sat back in her chair and looked to her little girl and smiled

"of course you do" ainslee said. Ainslee knew it was hard and she knew that ainslee was going through a difficult stage and she knew that she missed Iain and ainslee knew that part of her missed him too but she knew he hand cheated on her and it killed her and she knew that as much as she wished that she could take it back and forget it all that she couldn't.

She knew it was all just too much too soon. She grabbed her phone off of the side and held it in her hands for a Moment as she looked to ebony knowing she and Iain needed to get on for their little girl

***
Ainslee got to work and smiled as she saw Hannah. Hannah stood with Sam and frowned as she walked off into the staffroom. Hannah followed her and looked to ainslee and smiled

"are you okay" she asked as ainslee shock her head as she started to cry

"I can't do it anymore, I can't stay strong when I am following apart it's too much and ebony just wants him and so do I but I can't. How can I be a family and love him again when he slept with someone else. All we had was a lie" ainslee sobbed as Hannah pulled her close and smiled

"it's hard but you have a child and if toy really think you can try again, for you not because of ebony and it's what you want you have to try and you can't trust him yet but you can try again, I know he messed up and made a huge mistake but I see how he looks at you and I know he was an idiot" Hannah said as ainslee looked to her and wiped the tears from her eyes.

Ainslee knew she wished for it to be how it was and for them to try again but she also knew how hard it was and she knew that Iain had complete shattered her heart and she didn't know if she could trust him again

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Ainslee walked into the ambulance bay and looked to Iain and smiled "are you okay" Iain asked as she nodded

"I want to talk to you over ebony, she misses you and so do I. I don't know if we can do it, is but I do miss you and what you do still hurts but I want to talk over us trying again if it's what you want" ainslee said as he looked to her and smiled

"it is, I want it more than you will know" Iain said as he pulled her close and hugged her but could they really try again with so much hurt between them?