It's always you (Casualty)

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Ainslee looked around the tent and sighed. She had been a nurse in the army for the past few months and she was loving it. She smiled as she saw Iain walked in "hey" he said as he walked over to her and grabbed her waist and kissed her. Ainslee kissed him back and ran her hands through his hair. Ainslee and Iain has been sleeping for each other for a few months now and Ainslee was scared. She never stayed around for long and she knew it was to do with her fear of falling in love, with her fear of being hurt. Iain pushes her onto the bed and kissed her. Ainslee ran her hands through his hair as they made out passionately. She moaned under his touch and groaned as they stripped off. Ainslee knew that she was falling in love with him and it scared her as Ainslee knew she couldn't stay. Not now.

Iain climbed on top of Ainslee and pushed into her causing her to moan as he started to move in and out of her. She dug her nails into his back and groaned as she felt herself reach her high. Ainslee looked to Iain as he wrapped an arm around her and kissed her. She smiled to him and rested her head on his chest before she started to fall asleep. Ainslee knew her feelings for Iain was getting on top of her and it terrified her.

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A few days later Ainslee sighed as she backed the rest of her stuff. She was packing and running and doing what she did best. She wrote a note for Iain and sighed as she placed it on the bed. She looked at it as she draw a heart on the envelope and walked out of the tent and sighed. She needed to go home even if it meant turning her back on Iain. Ainslee felt the tears rolling down her face as she walked off. Ainslee felt her heart break as she left Iain. She didn't want to leave but knew it was the best thing to do.

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A few weeks had past since Ainslee had left. She had received letters from Iain why she had left. Ainslee knew that she had broken Iain's heart and she hated it. She hated knowing she had done to him what she was so afraid of. Ainslee liked Iain a lot and knew that she didn't love him and didn't want to stick around. She knew that she couldn't go back, not now. Ainslee sighed as she as she stood in the bathroom. She looked to the pregnancy test on the side and sighed. Ainslee knew, she knew that she was pregnant and she knew that it was Iain's baby. Ainslee picked up the test and sighed as she saw that it was positive. She placed a hand on her stomach and sighed. She knew she couldn't go back and knew that she had to be there for her baby no matter what it took.

Ainslee knew that as much as she wanted to fly back and run into Iain's arms and tell him that she loved him, she couldn't. Ainslee knew she had hurt him and knew that the best thing was for her to move on. She had to move on and raise their baby alone. Little did Ainslee know that in a matter of months that she and Iain would be seeing each other when they least expected it.