It's always you (Casualty)

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Ainslee walked into the kitchen and looked as she saw Iain and sighed. She saw that he was on the phone and frowned.

He hung up and looked to her and smiled. Ainslee couldn't help but worry over who he was on the phone to and what was going on. Ainslee knew that she and Iain had agreed to try again but she knew it was a or harder than she thought it would be and she knew that she was working her hardest. 

She knew what Iain had done and how he had cheated on her and how it broke her heart but she also knew how hard it was but they were trying again. She knew that they owed it to Ebony to try and get past it and it was what she wanted. She still loved him and believed that he really had made a big mistake

"who was that" Ainslee asked as he looked to her and smiled

"oh it was A restaurant I booked us a table for tonight I thought we could go out and have some us time. I know it's hard in you what I did and how you are trying so I thought maybe if we went out and spend some time together then we could become us again I know it won't be easy and I know you still don't trust me but I want to show you that you can and Sam and Hannah said they'd have Ebony" Iain said as Ainslee looked to him and smiled

"that's a great idea. I mean we haven't had time for us in a long time" Ainslee said as Iain looked to her and smiled
      
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Ainslee got to work and stood in the staffroom as Hannah walked in and smiled

"I heard that you and Iain are heading out tonight"

"yeah I guess" ainslee said as Hannah looked to her and frowned

"what is it" Hannah asked as ainslee looked to her and sighed

"I don't know I know I took him back and I know I...I wanted to try again and I do I really do but every time I see him on his phone or with his phone it sets my anxiety up and I think he's talking to someone else and I know I shouldn't think like that and trust me I don't want to but I just can't help it" Ainslee said as Hannah looked to her and smiled

"you and Iain have been through a lot and you are good together. You will obviously feel like this for a bit but you are going to be okay it will just take you a while to get past how you are feeling that's all" Hannah said as Ainslee looked to her and smiled

"you think?"

"I do Iain made a mistake and he knows it but don't like it ruin your entire relationship when you can get past it" Hannah said as Ainslee looked to her and smiled

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Ainslee sat in the restaurant with Iain that night "you know I was thinking earlier I don't think we have actually had a date before" Ainslee said as Iain looked to her and chuckled slightly

"you know I think you could be right so how about we make a thing of it once a month, you and me time" Iain said as she looked to him and smiled

"sounds good" Ainslee said as Iain reached for her hand and smiled

"look I know thinks are hard but I do want to make it work make us for keeps as I love you" Iain said as Ainslee smiled

"I know and I am trying my best too it's just hard. I love you but I am trying to trust you it's hard every time I see you on your phone part of me is like who is he talking to is it another girl" Ainslee said as he nodded

"I get that bit of you want you can look I was talking to gem that's all" he said as she looked to him and smiled

"no. I trust you I do it's just hard" Ainslee said as Iain smiled

"I know but we will be okay I promise" he said as she looked to him and smiled but could she trust him after everything?