Part 2 to Hiraeth
(Y/N)s career as a professional soccer player was over sooner than anyone had expected and shes now forced to work at her mothers company.
When everyone seems to be going downward shes assigned to be the new manager of the nationa...
You thought that coming back to japan would feel like coming home, after all ut always did, until now. Why did the appartement feel so cold of a sudden. Normally the comfortable living space had greeted you with warmth, but this time nothing about it felt welcoming when you opened the door.
Why did the house in america that you despised so much for all these years, feel more like a home than the appartement that you had always called your haven and a good place to go after a long and exhausting day. It felt quiet and empty, the silence almost suffocating you as you moved closer into the appartement.
Why did it feel so different this time? Was it because everything was different now?
Without looking around the appartement much you immediately went to the bedroom, rummaging through your closet until you found what you were searching for.
You let yourself fall onto the soft mattress, the soft, black fabric pressed against your face while you inhaled the comforting smell that was still there, even after two years. Why did a single piece of clothing feel more like a home, than the appartement you were living in?
Because he was your home now. He was your haven, your safe place.
You knew you needed to tell him. Tell him that this had been the best night of your life, that being with him felt like heaven on earth, that without him a simple appartement or house couldn't be a home. You knew that you would have to confess Atsumu soon.
But you also knew that it would be hard to do that, while feeling so incredibly weak and vulnerable.
"Just call me if you need help with anything else (Y/N), I'll leave you alone now" You heard you brother say from outside the room. He had picked you up from the airport and carried all of your luggage into the appartement.
You huffed, thinking about what you should do now. What was there to do? You could visit Maeve and get yelled at for not telling her what was going on. You also could go visit the MSBY Black Jackals and watch them train while contemplating about how to tell them about how your life punched you in the face once again.
For some reason you felt ashamed of your current situation, even though you knew none of this was your fault. Once again you felt like you would be a burden to literally everyone in your life.
Maybe you should just stay at home for the rest of the day, watching cheesy love films on netflix while crying to yourself because you were reliving your worst nightmare. You knew that you couldnt pity yourself for eternity, but a day of crying about how bad everything was going wouldnt hurt...right?
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It was now spring in Japan and sakura blossoms were scattered all over the streets, giving everything a magical feeling.
You were on your way to the MSBY trainings facility and for the first time in a while you were using oublic transport instead of your car, and were reminded of how annoying other people could be.
