Messy Y/n Jefferson × Philip Hamilton

chapter 14

Hey so uhhh- imma change the format of this story again hope that doesn't bother yall anywayy I did the first chapter of my rewrite if you want to go check that out thank you all sm for the support love you guys 💖

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Philips pov: I laid out on the bed as I held my bloody side. I could hear doors opening and closing and soft female voices gathered around me. I couldn't open my eyes, I wasn't dead but I wasn't completely there either, I heard the voices around me get softer and eventually fade out. I slipped into a still dream of me and y/n sitting on a bench in the middle of a field of pink and yellow flowers.

She held a book in her hands and held down each page as the wind tried to blow them over. She looked at me and tilted her head like a curious puppy, her soft smile melted my heart...
"I'm sorry for everything I've done to you y/n.... I wish I could take it all back", she looked at me and sighed

"Pull through, live and prove that you've changed. And never ever dual another person again." She replied, she put her book down and stood up. She wasn't wearing a typical dress rather it was a silky white and pink dress that flowed in the wind. Her hair following the free flow of her dress, she looked perfect. She stuck her hand our for me to take, I looked at it and then at her.

"Do you trust me Philip?" She asked as her hand was still reached our towards me. Of course I trusted her. I took her hand and suddenly everything flashed before my eyes, every major and minor event and things that hadn't even happened yet like graduating or marriage or birthing children. Everything stopped. My mom, Y/n, my sister my father, Theodosia,Auntie Angelica, Grandpa. All stood with their backs to me in a white light. I ran after them but they soon all vanished.  I opened my eyes so fast that even my brain couldn't keep up.

Y/n was hovered over me with tears in her eyes. My mother and my sister sat at the back of the room

"HE'S AWAKE HE'S AWAKE" Y/n exclaimed as she hopped up out of her seat and pulled my mother and sister over. They all had tears in their eyes as if I had already died. I smiled and looked up at all of them
"Hey ma, I'm okay" I reassured my mom as she gripped my sheets. Watching then all cry broke my heart this was all my fault, if I had never dualed with a man like Eacker I wouldnt be here. Everyone in my room cried, Y/n ran out of the room to get the doctor in here..her determination made me smile. When I got out of here I wanted to go home with Y/n and just enjoy her company there was still so much I needed to say to her anyways.

I watched Y/n walk in the doctor and he informed everyone that since I was now awake I would have to be taken into surgery to get the bullet out of my body. I looked at all the women in the room and smiled at them softly, I'd pull through for them. To protect my family, to get a job, to get married and have my own kids with Y/n. Be there when Little Angelica had her own kids....I wouldnt miss it.

The doctor grabbed my bed and moved it to the side a bit.. they put down a tray of metal things to cut and tear into my skin and I knew it would hurt. I watched as everyone looked at the doctor "Alright family, if you'll leave the room for a moment. Philip you can choose one person to stay in the room with you.."
I looked at Y/n and ushered her over. I smiled at my mom and aunt, I didnt want them to see this. I knew the only that wouldnt absolutely break down on the spot would be Y/n I. Needed her perseverance to guide me through it...now it was time to get thr surgery going.

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Y/n's pov: I stood over Philip as I watched the doctors and nurses cut into Philips right side. I could hear him wincing and I saw as he flinched as they dug into his muscles trying to find the bullet shell that resided in his body. I flinched too as I saw what was happening but I still watched, super intrigued by what was happened. Phillip looked up at me and grabbed my hand "You find this interesting huh?" He asked as a weak little smile crept onto his lips.

I looked down at him and nodded as I bit my lip. Phillips arm was pouring with blood and his muscles shimmered but they managed to keep him alive and after many tedious hours the bullet was finally out of his body. Right after his surgery he fell asleep from all the pain and blood loss but thankfully he survived. Family was called back into the room and I watched as everyone gathered around to make sure he was okay. Phillip was strong we all knew that but defying the odds of surviving.....made me fall for him more