Messy Y/n Jefferson × Philip Hamilton

Chapter 1

Y/n Jefferson had been dragged to yet another cabinet meeting, she didnt want to go at all and she knew exactly why. She would have to see the Hamiltons, she didnt really care about Alexander but she was more worried about seeing Philip. She could never forgive Philip for what he did to her and she wasn't ready to face him yet, she knew that they were only 15 and their Parents thought it was just teenage drama but Y/n knew why she didn't want to have anything to do with the boy.

Y/n's pov:
I walked behind my dad as we made our way across the brick street, gosh i hated being with my dad in public sometimes he was so flashy and he always had to shove that he was Thomas Jefferson in everyone's face and then he would shove me being his daughter in everyone's face, sheesh we might as well wear a big chain with our last name on it...never mind that's giving my father to much freedom.

We walked into the building and i followed my father down a long wide hallway and into one of the rooms, there i saw Alexander and President Washington i looked around and saw Philip on the other side of the room, i scoffed and rolled my eyes as i followed my father to the other side of the room. I sat with some of the other men that were there taking my fathers side and watched Philip as he sat with the other men on the other side of the room.

I wanted to kill him, i watched him as he took small glances at me and looked away everytime my gaze was on him. Of course the pathetic liar couldn't even look me in my face, he was such a wimp and i wasn't going to sit here and cry like i did for days upon end because of him and his selfish ways. As i was staring at Philip my father and Alexander started cussing eachother out, i listened at first about how they talked about helping France but i didn't know it was something that serious

"Don't cuss in front of my daughter!" My father yelled at Alexander as Alexander got in my fathers face "Maybe stop acting like you know everything and acting out in front of my son you twat!" Alexander raised his voice at my father, i didn't want anything to do with it so i got up out of my chair they were grown men they could figure it out and stop acting like children "Pa calm down!" I heard Philip yell as he held his father back, i missed Philips voice, he always stuck up for his father...it was cute..wait no stop Y/n this is not a time to reminisce about him.

They kept arguing and now Washington and Uncle James were all trying to hold eachother back, i rolled my eyes and left the room. I turned the corner to see a Mr. Aaron Burr pacing the foyer and his daughter and my bestfriend Theodosia, i hadn't seen Theo in so long but when i saw her today she didn't look like herself..she looked tired and sad. I walked up to her and sat down next her as she held herself and looked down at her lap. "Theo are you ok?" I hoped that it wasn't something horrible but by the look on her face it probably was something bad.

"My...my mother is sick and the doctors don't think she has much time left" she whispered through a sob, i pulled her closer to me and tried to reassure her, i knew how it was to lose a mother. Mine passed away when i was a little girl so i knew what it was like, as i tried to comfort my bestfriend i saw Philip come around the corner, i rolled my eyes and kept talking to Theodosia but I could feel Philips gaze on me and if he didnt stop looking at me i was going to go over there and snap his neck.

Philips Pov:
I walked around the corner to get my pops a cup of water, he got pretty worked up at this meeting so i thought i would help him out a bit. I turned the corner to see Y/n hugging Theodosia as she cried in the pit of her neck, i sighed and saw Y/n look over at me. I looked away but looked at her again when she stopped looking at me, gosh Y/n was beautiful, the way her hair complimented her face shape, the way she comforted her bestfriend i wondered why i had to mess that all up. I couldn't lie i missed her..i missed her alot but i knew that she hated my guts still so there was no use in trying to sort anything out with her..i hurt her and i couldn't blame anyone but myself.

I snapped out of my thought and got the cup of water for pops and headed back to the room.

Y/n's pov: I watched Philip walk away and i looked back down at Theo, she had calmed down a bit so that was good but her father hadn't calmed down at all. I watched him as he walked back and forth across the marble floor...he was making me anxious "Mr.Burr are you okay?" He stopped and looked at me and shook his head "I'm fine Miss Jefferson i just wanna be in that room..I've got to be in that room" he said as he started pacing again, uh okay i want gonna interrupt him and his thoughts anymore.

My dad came out of the room and grabbed my arm "Come on sweet pea we have to go" i looked up at him and then back down at Theo "I'm sorry." I mouthed to her as i got up and walked out with my father

"Dad what happened"

"Hamilton needs to be slapped in the mouth"

I looked at my father with wide eyes and sighed "Every Hamilton could take a slap to the mouth father but you cant storm out of there like that".

"I know sweet pea...let's go home i need to rest".

•Time Skip•
We had finally got home to our big house which i didnt really care for. We walked in the house to one of the maids cleaning the house, i felt bad for the people that worked at our home but they got good pay because we were rich so i guess that was ok, i walked up the stairs and into my room. I sat down on my bed and looked over at my desk to see an old letter from Philip. I picked it up and sighed as a small tear rolled down my face, i couldnt bring myself to read the words on the parchment it hurt to much, his writing was one of the reasons i fell for him...i sighed and tore up the letter "I hate you Philip..."

Authors note :ayee i'm back with another storyyy i hope this one is good too tbh i think this one might be better than my laurens one (read that if yku havent teehee) but anyway thank you for reading!
-Dani💖