Messy Y/n Jefferson × Philip Hamilton

chapter 15

Your pov: It had been days after Phillips surgery and he was doing well. He could walk, move his right arm talk more clearly. Everything just felt like it was coming back to normal and I stayed in his room everyday just make sure it did. Today it was just me and him in the room, his family all went to go shopping for food or go take care of their own families. The came by yesterday and talked to us both about maybe rekindling our relationship but I still wasnt to sure if Philip had changed. I told her that and she yelled at me "Phillip just got shot and almost lost his life what more change do you experience dingbat!". Remembering her silly little voice yell at me made me smile a little. I looked out the window thinking about Theodosia until I heard Phillip shuffle around in his bed a little bit. "What you smiling at?" He asked, I could hear the smile in his voice I turned to look at him "Oh, just thinking about Theodosia. I really miss her" I sighed and got out of my seat and walked towards his bed.

He looked at my dress and brushed off the bits of dust that were on it "Maybe we should think about what she said yesterday...getting back together...I wouldn't mind that" he mumbled as he brushed his hands over the lace on my skirt. I shrugged "The last thing you need to be worried about is relationships, you need to be resting and healing" I told him as I grabbed his hand and put it back across his stomach.

He sighed as he scooted over and patted the empty spot next to him for me to take a seat, and so I did. I took a sear and he placed an arm around my waist pulling me in closer "One day I'll be out of here, and I'm gonna go to some place really far and you're gonna come with me. And it'll just be us in the quiet with no worries or cares." He whispered as he kept his eyes fixed on the greenish white walls in front of us. I smiled and rested my head on his chest "If that's what you want" I replied "But I still have school to finish and my dads work as next president and all of this other stuff...I dont know if I can run away.." I sighed

He looked down at me and put his hand on my chin, moving my eyes to face his. He kissed me...and for the first time what seemed like a genuine feeling, not just because I was lonely or sad...I kissed him back and it felt like everything was fine. Kissing soon turned into us full fledged making out. We pulled away and he gave me that look, his eyes got all glazed over and the corner of his mouth curled. I shook my head and elbowed his side "Not in a hospital" I told him and got up off of the bed. He looked at me and sighed in disappointment "Lame" he replied and looked up at the ceiling.

I didn't know what to say and instead just looked at him. I sighed and walked over the other side of the bed to check on his stitches. The were bloody and stained red and sometimes his arm bled when it felt like it. I brushed my hand over the stitches and looked at him as he watched me examine his stitches

"Was it scary?" I asked him and he nodded in reply "And it hurt like a horse kick to the face" he told me and laughed a bit. I couldn't imagine having people dig into me like that I would have died on the spot, but watching them do it to Philip was so fascinating. It wasnt the fact that he was in pain but the inside of the body was so...intriguing. I had to study more when I got home.

Just as I was about to speak, a knock came to the door and I opened it to see my father standing there. He had food in his hands and he ushered himself into the room then placed the food on a table "Hello you too. I'm glad to see you doing well little Hamilton" my dad spoke and smiled at Philip. Philip smiled at him "I wouldnt be so well If your daughter wasnt here" he replied and my dad nodded in reply "Of course you wouldn't, shes like a lifeline to us all...and a Jefferson and who can live a life without a Jefferson by them" he boasted and kissed my forehead. There he goes being snooty again but me and Philip just laughed it off as I mouthed a little sorry to him.

"Well sweet pea, we are gonna have to leave in two days. Your mothers family requested our presence in downtown Virginia so I'll come get you then" he told me and kissed my forehead again before walking to the door "Keep her safe Hamilton" my dad ordered Philip and left the room again. I was surprised that he didnt want to hang out more or talk more. Maybe something bad happened..

"Your moms family, you know what they want?" Philip asked as he sat up in the bed a little more. I shook my head no and sat on the edge of the bed "No I dont know...it seems bad" i replied and rested a finger on my chin. He nodded and rubbed my arm "Dont worry too much...its getting late by the way maybe you should go get changed into your pajamas and we can eat this food and not worry...plus i should be out by the time you have to leave so let's see if i can go with you" he smiled and kissed my cheek

I nodded and got up as I made my way to my suitcase and pulled out my nightgown. All I could do was think, hope, and pray that everything was okay...