Social Anxiety~ Too Loud

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Pull out my phone

Put on the headphones

Maybe a mask

Runaway from the group of people before me

It feels like there's a zipper on my lips causing my silence

Like there's a rope tying my hands to my phone

Glue keeping my eyes from looking up into yours

" Don't look at them, you'll look weird"

" Don't make a scene"

" Be invisible"

I try to cover my body with jeans and hoodies

Trying to shield myself from the eyes that are on me.

I'm going out when I have to but I would rather stay home

I can't meet people by myself

Nobody realizes that

Some people extend tremendous

Energy merely to be

Normal

Albert Camus

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