𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑖 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 || 𝐢𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐳𝐮𝐦𝐢 𝐡𝐚𝐣𝐢𝐦𝐞

𝐜𝐡𝐩 𝟐𝟏

(WARNING: MANGA SPOILERS)

" Miracles "

spoilers are underlined

Running as your heels clicked against the gym floor until you stepped onto soft snow in the cold air outside.

Hot tears were overflowing down your cheeks. You wanted to remember what happened and why Tooru kissed you out of blue.

You grabbed her temples trying to remember so desperately. Your temples began to throb with a slight ache and you walked over to a bench behind the gym to relax.

"Why didn't Iwaizumi or Tooru tell me about this. Were they trying to keep this from me?" You mumbled under your breath. You lied your head onto your hands and silently sobbed in both confusion and sadness.

Suddenly the throbbing feeling in your head disappeared. Looking up at the sky, it began to slowly snow. The snow slowly fell onto your head as you stared up.

"It was snowing." You said unconsciously. You then snapped back for a moment and repeated, "It was snowing." consciously this time.

"I was with Tooru and walked over to this park or small patch by that shopping center. That's where he..." You said starting to regain your forgotten memories. Thinking of that moment with Tooru as he held you and kissed you. Your cheeks were warm and hot, not only from your tears but from thinking of Tooru.

You tried to snap yourself out of this fantasy. You didn't want to believe it all happened like that.

"But Iwaizumi then showed up and saw us. He asked if I liked him and I didn't say no?" You questioned now sitting up from the bench and walking around aimlessly. All of a sudden you had a vision of Iwaiuzmi and Tooru.

"I'm going to be leaving for California to college." "And I have to head to Brazil for training."

That's right... They are planning to leave after graduation.

"A girl like me can never win... can she." You said as a tear dropped from your eye hitting the snowy floor.

"(y/n)." A familiar voice said. You quickly looked up and Tooru was looking down at you with sweat dripping down his face.

"Tooru." You said in shock. "Hey." He smiled. "What happened why are you..." You asked before he softly hugged you. "Tooru wait I-" You said as you felt his hand softly pat your head from behind.

Tooru whispered, "Your crying aren't you?" He questioned. "I am but that isn't the point." You wiped a tear and pulled away from Tooru.

Tooru understood why you pulled away so he lied his hands in his tuxedo pocket. "Stop messing with my feelings... I've had enough." You cried trying to yell.

You were so upset with Tooru and yet you couldn't get yourself to yell at him fully.

Suddenly you heard someone running over behind the gym. They were panting loudly and finally arrived.

"Iwa." You said as he stopped to catch his breath.

He looked at you with a smile, "Where were you I was waiting-" He said before he realized you were crying.

Iwaizumi immediately looked over at Tooru and grabbed him by the collar, "What the hell did you do to (y/n) you idiot!" He yelled angrily. Tooru grabbed Iwaizumi's hand, "She's upset with both of us Iwa." He said softly trying to calm Iwaizumi down.

Iwaizumi sighed and let go of Tooru. He looked at you with concern but didn't approach you as usual.

You gulped, "You guys thought it was okay to just not tell me what happened a few days ago. That day where Tooru confessed and you all told me you were leaving." You said yelling with all your might at the both of them sobbing uncontrollably.