❪ S1 ❫ 𝗱𝗶𝗮𝗻𝗮. 𝗌𝗈𝗅𝗈𝗂𝗌𝗍.

┊⌗𝟬𝟰𝟱. [2021] end. or is it? (ii)

୨°❃ 𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒊𝒄 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒑ᵎ:: ꒱

⌗⋆｡˚ introducing ➩┊𝗗𝗜𝗔𝗡𝗔 𝗣𝗔𝗥𝗞

❐ 𝗜𝗡 𝗪𝗛𝗜𝗖𝗛 you get to know more about big hit's soloist: 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐀 ❁ཻུ۪۪⸙͎

𓆝𓆟𓆜𓆞𓆡

(continued from previous chapter; end. or is it?)

i walked towards my bedroom which is beside jay's bedroom. i slowly open the door towards my bedroom. i sighed as i slowly open the door.

i walked into the room and let the door open. grandma still ask her maid to clean my bedroom even though it's been years since i slept in this room.

there are still things of mine in this room. there is still a study desk, 2 book racks and all my plushie that i got from friends or for my birthday presents.

i walked to my study desk and saw a photo album on the table. i smiled when i saw the photo album cover. i thought i lost it because i couldn't find this album in my apartment. it was here all the time.

i took the photo album and sat at the edge of the bed. i look at the album cover.

'memories.'

i open the first page of the photo album and saw 4 photos of me, still newborn. comparing to now, i look so different than in my baby picture.

i pulled out the first photo in the album and look at the back of the photo.

'20 february, 1996. park ah-rin has finally come to the world after 10 months in mommy's tummy.'

i took time watching the photos in the album. there are more than a hundred photos in the album. it makes me a bit overwhelm looking at past photos.

every year for 25 years, 4 photos were put in the album. but for 6 years since 2015, the photos are always taken when i receive an award on stage or when performing.

i realize for that 6 years, i don't have any photo with my family in the album at least with my grandparents. before 2015, i always have photos with my family.

i realize i kinda neglected my family for a few years. i wished we have more time together. i look at the last photo during 2015, there was a photo where i took with my grandparents and jay.

a few days before i debuted, we went out to eat together. we went to a korean restaurant and have barbecue together. it was really fun. before the world even knows who diana park is.

i flipped to the last page that has pictures. for 2021, there's only 1 picture and that was a photo of bts and me during our recording for bts in the soop special edition with diana park.

i sent the picture in our group chat and i didn't expect grandma to print them out though. i took out the photo from its pocket and look at behind. i smiled and chuckled looking at the writings behind.

'ah-rin with childhood friends, kim nam-joon, kim seok-jin, min yoong-i, jung ho-seok, park ji-min, kim tae-hyung and jeon jung-kook. it's a shooting for special film.'