Finns PoV
I kiss her that's all I can do, she's been silently crying into my chest for about 5 minutes and I have tried reassuring words and it don't seem to help so I just kiss her.
She kisses me back which is a good thing and I find it hard to breath because the kiss shocked me, it was odd.. Different.
I wasn't feeling fireworks or butterflies but I could feel something. Moments later the kiss was over and she was on the phone to her mother, im guessing. She seems to be very panicked and I can't stop thinking about the kiss, I want to kiss her again so I can figure out what this girl is really about and what that feeling was.
I still have to decide if I want her or try things again with someone I have history with.
She's off the phone now but she is still panicking, she has got herself into a state and I can't understand what she is trying to say.. She has to go home? And she says she sorry... I can't think of anything to say but before my brain starts planning the best speech my heart opens my mouth and repeat the words I said to her to stop her tears earlier,
"It's going to be okay, you have nothing to worry about"
But she is gone, on the bus home...
I stand there for a while then decide to walk to the bus stop on the other side of the road and open her present. It's a medium sizes grey bear with a little blue scarf and it's very soft.
I do hope she is okay, I send her a little text.
*hey, tell me when you get home safe. Im here if you need to talk. Also thank you for the bear, I love it*
I hope she liked her bear too. Yes bears are clique but we don't know where this relationship is going or even if it's a relationship.
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