Smoke me, feel me, release me

II. ~Painful pleasure~

"You've destroyed everything I thought was Sacred"

Painful pleasure

Darkness,

Faded  images,

Shady state of consciousness

Crazy minds

Cut by merciless knives

In acidified nights

Evil smirks

Which I can't ignore

Devour my soul to pieces

Endless ache

Disguised in tenderness

Pain is dripping from every pore

Life is not on fashion anymore.

Deadly passion

Is hugging me

It gives me pleasant shivers

Thrills of horror,

The ghost in the mirror

Raping me delicately

With feelings full of terror.

Kisses, touches, traces

Left roughly on my soul

Eagerly is biting my heart

Leaving there an useless hole.

Tasting my bitter flesh,

Cracking my bones

Like the cheapest plastic doll

Sipping my bloody wine,

Drooling over nasty and disgusting

My pitty and faithless life.

Want to run away

To get rid of this pain

But something holds me tight 

Yielding slowly

Having no tears to cry

Willing to get advatage of it

Drop by drop

Till the very last bit

Rapture, hurt, torture

Ecstatic painful pleasure.