Smoke me, feel me, release me

9. Loneliness

"This night is alive with the smell of insane

Its reaching for me and its calling my name" (Carly)

Loneliness

Come back to me

Cruel loneliness!

Let's have a little talk

Like best friends

Night by night,

My sleepless time.

A cup of coffee

In my hand

My eyes into the empty space

Trying to chase shadows

On the race.

The cigarette

In this smoky silence

Natural and bitter fragrance.

My fingers are burned

Inscrutable pain,

Poisoned and damned.

You gave me a sign

To stay quiet

Enjoying the night.

Don't worry Master!

I'm like a mute speaker

I wanna say something

But I can't

I must do it

But I don't even care.

You know Loneliness!

I’ve got used to you

You've seen my weakness

My tears, my unwept sins

Taste my sickness

Drink my craziness

Can’t you see?

I’m so helpless

Just stay with me

My dreadful breath

My soon to be... sorrowful death.