Fake Love│Love Thoroughly, Hurt Thoroughly Jeankasa

Destined to be with you

Mikasa arrived back at the place that she never thought of returning to, Paradise Island, This place that held so many memories of her youthful days, painful ones that would come flooding into her mind. This place was associated to Mikasa's painful past. She wasn't sure if she wanted to stay in her homeland for long, what was the reason of coming back to this painful place in the first place? Ah, that's right for the man who claimed that she had a place to come back to, someone awaiting for her return, somewhere she truly belonged. Yet Mikasa was uncertain if she would  return to him. 

Mikasa walked along a dark alley, indecisive yet if she should return to him or just disappear into the mountains, find a small village and live there for the rest of her days. She heard light footsteps trail behind her, Mikasa quickened her pace, getting out of sight, startling the person, they were searching for her in all directions. She stealthily got behind the person who was covered with a cloak. She pointed a dagger behind their back, pointing it against their back

"Reveal yourself . For what reason do you keep following me?"

The person raised their hands, yielding to Mikasa. They turned to face Mikasa, the hood, obscuring their faces. They lifted their hands and lowered their hood of their cloak. 

"You.....I thought you were.."

"Dead? I thought so too." Louise finished off for her. 

"How are you alive?"

" The doctors found a way to recover the shards inside my abdominal and I survived thanks to them."

Mikasa slightly tilted her head, looking at Louise suspiciously. 

"Why were you following me." She asked in a cold tone.

"I wanted to see where you were heading. So, what decision did you make? Are you going to him? You should go to him he's been waiting for you for so long."

"Why does it matter to you what I do? I will go to him if I want to or not. I told you before to respectfully leave me alone and don't intervene with my life. "

"How cold of you." Louise looked at her with pain in her eyes." I admired you for so long, in my eyes you were someone I aspired to be that's why I followed you, I didn't become a Yeagerist because of the ideals its because I wanted to become close to you. My time in the Yeager faction, I saw how Eren only cared about his ideals and how easily he could give up his own friends to chase after his so called freedom even leaving you behind. I just want to see you happy I want whats best for you after all Eren put you through with everything, you deserve a happy ending and Jean will give you that." 

Those words ticked Mikasa off. "What gives you the right to talk about Eren that way?! He didn't put me through anything, he only gave me happiness and now that He's gone I won't look for anyone else." She said, her words sharp.

Louise scoffed at her "What do you mean? Don't you remember what Eren did to you? Are you denying the fact that Eren put you aside like you were nothing to him, he threw away the scarf that meant so much to you like it was nothing! That's why I kept it with me knowing how much it meant to you. He even lied to you! He never cared for you, Mikasa. Why are you so blind by his mistreatment toward you?

Mikasa clenched her ears with her hands "Shut up!" Mikasa lifted her hand and slapped Lousie across the face, the sound echoing around the alleyway. Louise, placed her hand on her cheek that stung. she looked at Mikasa, with hurt and surprise in her eyes. Mikasa too, was surprised by her actions, looking at her hand then at Louise, but it seemed she wasn't going to let her guard down.

"I see, the reason you hated seeing me is because you saw yourself in me. How I pathetically followed you around, you saw me as a leech my loyalness was seen as obsession in your eyes and the way you were tired of my devotion to you. That's how Eren saw you as too." Louise seethed through her teeth. At first, Louise was going to talk to Mikasa in a reasonable respectful manner but it had come to this where she just needed to cut straight to the point even if it meant hurting the one she looked up to and cared for.