Explores a Place/Time When You Felt Trapped - 2020

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Simply writing something

That shows how trapped I feel

In my everyday life

Is quite impossible

For I have come to terms

With knowing that I

Will never be deemed

As a normal human being.

Underneath my layers of trauma

And my quiet facade

Lies a person sweeter than

The nectar of a rose

Drawing the hummingbirds in.

Though I cannot

Reveal my true self

To my family

In fear of them rejecting me

I know that here

I am safe enough.

My blood flows red

My skin porcelain white

But what lies within

Are stripes of

Yellow

White

Purple

Black

As my heart holds stripes

Of the very equally vivid

Pink

Purple

Blue.

I am who I am

And I can't change that

Regardless of how many

Times I have tried.

I am me

I am myself

I am a blank canvas

Awaiting the decorations to adorn.

The decorations that I choose

For only I can decide

Who I am.

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